@ginamamaofthree: Because TikTok removed my previous video I am reposting not using the forbidden “S” word. 💙 September is Su!c!de Awareness Month 💙 This is the moment I found out my son took his own life. If you think it’s hard to talk about s***, I promise you—it’s 100 times harder to receive that news. Our lives are forever divided into who we were before that moment and who we are after. Please, have the uncomfortable conversations. Speak openly and honestly. Help us honor Kai by doing something big and impactful—by breaking the silence. You never know when your words could save someone’s life. This is your reminder to take care of yourself and to check in on your friends and family. You are loved, you matter, and the world is infinitely better with you in it. If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out: 📞 Dial 988 (S** & Crisis Lifeline) 🌈 The Trevor Project offers 24/7 crisis support specifically for LGBTQ+ youth #mentalheathawarness #SAM #griefandloss #forever19💙🕊 #everymothersworstnightmare

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this is what i’m scared of… i don’t want my momma hurting. i’m tired and im done— but i don’t want to hear that scream and not be able to hug her

user7149722471081 :

I know her pain to well. My son took his own life on 04/21/2025. I still cry like this daily. My condolences to this mother and family. From one grieving mother to another. 😭💔🙏🏻

1mm@km$ :

Im going to take this as not tdy, you have no idea, this saved my life, and hopefully another as well.

Groovy :

Poor mama.. Oh my Lord please I want to hug you. This just tore me up.

🪫🐺Christino Bangnaldo🐺🪫 :

im taking this as my sign to stay.

𝒦𝓁ℴℯ𝓎 💫 :

This is my sign to stay.

TBopperBone :

You poor puppy knew his mama was hurting 😔

Heather :

oh your scream. momma. thank you for posting this. I was recently hospitalized and I am still struggling. thank you for reminding me I don't want my dad or my husband or my kids to feel this way. I am so sorry for your loss

Priscilla444 :

When one momma cries, we ALL cry 😭 sending love and prayers

Dexter Morgan :

Jo..? :

Momo :

I lost my father..I remember not crying when I first heard his death

L🌷 :

I really needed to see this. My mom’s the only reason I stay and lately I’ve been really convincing myself she’ll be ok without me. Hearing your screams and your reaction is the wake up call I needed. She doesn’t deserve to go through this. This video helps me stay a little longer. I’m so beyond sorry for your loss, he is at peace now❤️‍🩹 praying for you🙏🫂

Samantha :

My mom would be so happy

pop :

Jordyn ❤️‍🔥⚡️🏁 Diecast Mama :

Oh my god the panic and pain in your voice…I can’t put it into words 😭

Jenn :

I just experienced this a few days ago. I so feel your pain

Ravengirl13 :

My heart just shattered 💔😢oh mama your scream just broke me

gab 🦢 :

im balling my eyes out watching this. im so sorry

brwnsgr12 :

A Momma's cry. My prayers go out for comfort and strength...

Maddison Aasen :

Goosebumps, my little boy is only 9. I am so sorry sorry mama, I know that no words will comfort you.

annetteolson16 :

omgodness girl my heart breaks for you

Shenanigans-ridiculous💙💙 :

My heart breaks for you my friend.

BostongrL78 :

from one grieving mama 2 another I am so sorry. this pain is unbearable. my 24 yr old son's body was found in a river on 10/27/22. I am forever broken 💔 sending love & prayers. Devin's mama, kerry, Boston ma 🙏

💖💎Rebecca’s_Diamonds💎💖 :

😭oh momma my heart hurts 💔 the pain in that scream. I’m so sorry love