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grades are just numbers and letters to me, as long as I pass even by one mark. if I don't pass well at least I tried, I know it won't do me well for university or for upcoming years I still have left in highschool (2yrs for me). but I don't want my entire highschool experience to be defined based on what I got as an overall score. sure, I want to make my parents effortlessly proud, but I also want them to know that I have tried. even the smartest people in my school, try so hard, yet sometimes they fail, but that's okay, I don't expect them to get everything perfect. but that's just in my eyes, everyone will have different perspectives from mine but I don't mind, it's good to have different points of view. but even so, all I can do is observe for now, no matter what I say they still won't think it's good enough, they won't think they're good enough. but really they're amazing, they tried so so hard to get where they are and here I am chilling like it's a routine, everyone struggles differently but it's the same pain which still makes me want to know how people truly feel, I'm interested to know.
2025-09-07 10:30:56