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Trigger warning/Suicide talk:  I can honestly say, my pups saved my life. There was a time, after some close tradgedies, that I wanted to call it quits. I think a vast majority of us have heard the call of the void before. Mine was the most overwhelming after the death of my boyfriend (tragic accident), then his dog/our dog (cancer, two months after my boyfriend), and then my Dad (heart attack), in the span of about a year…..along with the death of a friend in there too (plane crash).  Scoogs came to me right after the death of my boyfriend and our dog, Sigurd. Snow came to me after the death of my Dad. I sometimes call them my tragedy puppies and my heroes. Because they came to me after some of the worst times in my life and I’m still here because of them. They pulled me from the darkness with their stubborn husky nature and love. I Had everything planned out down to who would find me, when they would find me, how they would find me, and had the letter written saying goodbye. It wasn’t until I started listing off people for my family to consider adopting Scoogs and Snow out to, if they didn’t want them. And writing out their personalities/quirks and making sure to say not to separate them…..that’s when I broke down and decided to try to call for help. I was afraid no one would love them as I do….because to be honest, huskies are a handful and not for everyone. I called a friend that I knew usually never answered their phone due to work and time. I told myself, if they answer it’s a sign, I need to hold off and not abandon my pups like this. I dialed, thinking he wouldn’t answer, and he answered after the first ring. 😮‍💨 I was so shocked it took me a moment to respond to his hello. I talked with him and made a plan/promise to go to his brother’s house for in person support because in a remote Alaskan village like Bettles…we don’t have a hospital or the resources available for something like this. Plus, I didn’t want everyone to know how close it was for me. Both, my friend and his brother, also told me I couldn’t abandon Scoogs and Snow like that. It was a constant battle to fight back the darkness but with Scoogs and Snow by my side…we made it.  I finally got to a point where I turned my thoughts of ending myself to, “I’m gonna outlive my enemies”. Also, realizing that ending the pain of life like that doesn’t actually end it……it passes the pain onto those you care about. And I couldn’t imagine passing the pain I was feeling to someone else. That realization really opened my eyes.  I’m in a better mindset nowadays. And with Scoogs and Snow by my side, we like a quiet life in the small village where we live. Every now and then, we fly to the east coast and road trip around old stomping grounds in my hometown. Every year, we make our annual road trip to Homer where Scoogs and Snow enjoy running around on the beach. With Scoogs constantly forgetting that drinking the sea water is not the tastiest like the Koyukuk River water. They’re pretty well traveled pups and the best, cutest companions for me.  For any of you that suffer with depression or suicide, just know, it can get better. In the thick of it, it is so hard to see and sometimes (maybe most of the time), the pain lasts longer than we think we could ever handle. We hope that you can find the light in those dark times.  Just know, Scoogs, Snow, and I are rooting for you!! If nothing else, get that mindset and will of outliving your enemies…..even if that enemy is your own mind (I know, weird). Hang in there! And when it seems too much to live it one day at a time, try it one minute at a time and keep seeing how many more you can get. Let that one minute turn into five, then ten, and so on and so on… Even if you have to start at one second and build from there…. Keep on Keeping on! 💪🏽 We’re all in this experiment called life together even if we seem separate. 🐾💜🐾 #TwoHuskiesAndADove #ScoogsAndSnow
Trigger warning/Suicide talk: I can honestly say, my pups saved my life. There was a time, after some close tradgedies, that I wanted to call it quits. I think a vast majority of us have heard the call of the void before. Mine was the most overwhelming after the death of my boyfriend (tragic accident), then his dog/our dog (cancer, two months after my boyfriend), and then my Dad (heart attack), in the span of about a year…..along with the death of a friend in there too (plane crash). Scoogs came to me right after the death of my boyfriend and our dog, Sigurd. Snow came to me after the death of my Dad. I sometimes call them my tragedy puppies and my heroes. Because they came to me after some of the worst times in my life and I’m still here because of them. They pulled me from the darkness with their stubborn husky nature and love. I Had everything planned out down to who would find me, when they would find me, how they would find me, and had the letter written saying goodbye. It wasn’t until I started listing off people for my family to consider adopting Scoogs and Snow out to, if they didn’t want them. And writing out their personalities/quirks and making sure to say not to separate them…..that’s when I broke down and decided to try to call for help. I was afraid no one would love them as I do….because to be honest, huskies are a handful and not for everyone. I called a friend that I knew usually never answered their phone due to work and time. I told myself, if they answer it’s a sign, I need to hold off and not abandon my pups like this. I dialed, thinking he wouldn’t answer, and he answered after the first ring. 😮‍💨 I was so shocked it took me a moment to respond to his hello. I talked with him and made a plan/promise to go to his brother’s house for in person support because in a remote Alaskan village like Bettles…we don’t have a hospital or the resources available for something like this. Plus, I didn’t want everyone to know how close it was for me. Both, my friend and his brother, also told me I couldn’t abandon Scoogs and Snow like that. It was a constant battle to fight back the darkness but with Scoogs and Snow by my side…we made it. I finally got to a point where I turned my thoughts of ending myself to, “I’m gonna outlive my enemies”. Also, realizing that ending the pain of life like that doesn’t actually end it……it passes the pain onto those you care about. And I couldn’t imagine passing the pain I was feeling to someone else. That realization really opened my eyes. I’m in a better mindset nowadays. And with Scoogs and Snow by my side, we like a quiet life in the small village where we live. Every now and then, we fly to the east coast and road trip around old stomping grounds in my hometown. Every year, we make our annual road trip to Homer where Scoogs and Snow enjoy running around on the beach. With Scoogs constantly forgetting that drinking the sea water is not the tastiest like the Koyukuk River water. They’re pretty well traveled pups and the best, cutest companions for me. For any of you that suffer with depression or suicide, just know, it can get better. In the thick of it, it is so hard to see and sometimes (maybe most of the time), the pain lasts longer than we think we could ever handle. We hope that you can find the light in those dark times. Just know, Scoogs, Snow, and I are rooting for you!! If nothing else, get that mindset and will of outliving your enemies…..even if that enemy is your own mind (I know, weird). Hang in there! And when it seems too much to live it one day at a time, try it one minute at a time and keep seeing how many more you can get. Let that one minute turn into five, then ten, and so on and so on… Even if you have to start at one second and build from there…. Keep on Keeping on! 💪🏽 We’re all in this experiment called life together even if we seem separate. 🐾💜🐾 #TwoHuskiesAndADove #ScoogsAndSnow

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