Pheebss :
did I hear Arthur?
lemme guess
My dear Arthur, you never showed up.. and now, after looking at the newspapers I understand why.. I don't imagine you'll receive this letter.. But I, nonetheless, must send it. Arthur, oh, Arthur.. I was just starting to dream the silliest, and softest of dreams. I miss you, and I will always miss you.. But I cannot live like that.. and it seems you cannot live any other way. When I'm with you, the world makes sense. But, when we are apart, I see clearly that your world is not a world from which one can escape.. I'm so sorry, for everything.. for everything long ago, and for starting up that business again.. there's a good man within you, Arthur, but he is wrestling with a giant.. and the giant wins, time and time again.. You've broken my heart again, and I fear I have broken yours.. and for that, I will never forgive myself. But you must let me go now. I enclosed the ring you gave me many years ago.. when we were both young, not because I don't like it, but, because I care for it far too much, and it reminds me too much of you.. I hope, one day, you will find some people in love who can use this. For it kept me thinking of you all these years. And I hope, that by returning it to you, I can finally be free.
2025-09-18 22:55:58