Kristen Ashley :
My wife should be chaos, but she was perfect for me even the chaos. When she was punching me and screaming at me, and accusing me of things, I never did. I took the opportunity because I am a serious, spiritual seeker and a genuine third rate Yogi, not a good Yogi, but a real Yogi nonetheless so, while my wife was abusing me, I was taking the opportunity to practice getting mastery of a major fight or flight nervous system, and learning how to be calm and loving while being abused. When I had to take a large knife away from a man in the park 10 months ago, because he was threatening to stab my neighbor, and looking like he was going to stab my neighbor I didn’t know how I did it so calmly, and efficiently, and I was very confused. How did I do that I wasn’t trained, but then I remembered I was strained while my wife was abusing me.
2025-09-11 03:27:32