@its_rifat_9: This is what suddenly comes to mind, My chest feels heavy!! Crying profusely. Sitting up in bed crying, gasping for breath, taking long, long sighs and trying to lighten up, looking at the sky through the window late at night, praying to Allah for you, going to the bathroom to splash water on your face, then falling asleep crying thinking of you..!! Do these things ever happen to you? But, they happen to me every day. This pain is so terrible#its_rifat_9