@super__secret10: tomorrow will mark a month since you’ve been gone. It doesn’t feel real and i don’t think it ever will. All i want to do is talk to you one more time and tell you how much i love you, but i cant. You had so many people who loved you and you cared and prioritized every single one of us. You lived exactly how god wanted you too. I remember when i would stay at your guys house and wake up for church in the morning and wear that purple dress grandma always had waiting for any of the grand daughters that stayed. We would pack peanut butter and jelly sandwiches so we could all go to the park after church and have a picnic. And i regret not going every sunday that i could of. and i will never forgive myself for not doing the absolute most i could to hangout with you. I wish we still lived just down the hill from eachother, or even 14 hours away, but now we are forever apart. I promise i will try and go to church as often as i can. i miss you so much. I love you pop.💗