pureochrissie
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gazozz◢ ◤ :
And plus I always think about confessing things about my past to my non-existing partner.
2025-09-15 22:13:59
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ILikeMilk. :
I think I’ve genuinely ruined my life, while I was 18-19 I was an awful person and I look back now, ruminating about it. It’s a period of time I’ll always regret in my life and now I feel like this is it for me, I genuinely don’t deserve happiness, friends and a good future. I’m sitting with this guilt and shame and I don’t understand at the time why didn’t I realise this behaviour wasn’t okay? when I’m at work I feel so guilty talking to co workers and friends, in my head I keep thinking if only they knew how awful I’ve been, I feel this need to confess everything but I can’t because people would view me differently and hate me. I truly hate myself. Sorry this is so long but I don’t know what to do. I think I definitely need therapy but I feel like the therapist would hate me and even if I went therapy, it doesn’t erase my past. I feel truly stuck like this is it. I’m 23 now and I feel it’s over for me and I just need to isolate myself from everyone.
2025-09-14 19:48:07
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Corban 🏳️⚧️🇨🇦 :
I also have POCD and during a bad testing compulsion I did something really bad (obviously no children were hurt) but now its become one of my real event themes😭😭😭😭
2025-11-04 23:23:37
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Elizabeth :
My biggest fear is that if I was capable of watching/thinking or feeling certain things back then, then I will be capable forever...and the fact that forums and tik tok comments have people saying "eww, u have to be sick", "wtf"...and the anxiety becomes even worse.
2025-10-03 15:51:39
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Elizabeth Grant :
YOU. ARE. A LIFESAVER!!! This is one of the most important videos I’ve EVER seen in my entire life. I LOVE YOU!!! Warm hugs from Ukraine. Living in w*r and still fighting OCD is my biggest flex lol (I’m joking vecsuse I try not to lose my mind). Thank you.
2025-09-14 12:57:37
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mike_t_money :
Thanks for speaking on this. Struggled with this for over a year now. It’s getting better but still is hard sometimes. Anyone reading this it can get better! Happy to share any tips that have really helped me
2025-09-14 21:07:51
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✌️ :
Never seen a realer ocd video in my life. Real event hands down has to be one of the worst and toughest subtypes a person could deal with
2025-09-14 02:12:38
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tris :
Genuinely game changing video you are a life saver 😭😭
2025-10-01 05:09:35
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Rookie ☭ :
“Who I am now is not who I was then”
2026-03-24 03:18:04
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Nicolas ‼️ :
Christie, you are seriously one of the best OCD advocates out there. i’ve learned so much from you.
2025-09-14 05:03:11
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(。•̀ᴗ-)و ̑̑✧ :
this video saved my life
2026-06-03 05:52:10
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Yanaexplores :
I have ocd. At first it was contamination fears, it took over my life starting at like 20 - 34 now. My bf died 6 months ago, oh god I didn’t know ocd could take a different shape. The thoughts, oh god, since his death I’ve basically gone through all the themes. I live everyday with shame, we fought so much. I look back at my life and explore and explore all the bad I’ve done to him and in my life. I wake up feeling shame and guilt and go to sleep feeling the same. Right now going through the shame of being me.
2025-09-14 16:26:43
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Nicole :
This is the exact theme I struggle with
2025-09-14 03:17:49
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External28 :
Real event is always distorting the memories and the thoughts are always intrustive. It doesnt care about context and needs your reaction. Core fears are its fuel like all ocd types. And worst case is always what it shows you. Acceptance of self and stop compulsions are the way forward. The one thing ocd needs is certainty. Which is also the one thing it will never accept. Only way to win, is to not play.
2026-01-13 15:45:51
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🎀my mel🎀 :
this makes me feel so human, thank you ..
2025-09-18 03:34:12
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user8945774085199 :
Thank you, Crissie❤️Real Event OCD is brutal. Your sentiment about not being “the exception” has been helpful for me.
2025-09-15 03:27:43
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Johnkirbert :
Thank you so much for this perspective, my head feels like a prison and it’s nice to shed some light on what’s happening mentally.
2025-09-23 17:22:47
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Lilpurr66666 :
Thank you, Chrissy going to therapy tomorrow been watching your video since I was a teen🫶🏻
2025-09-17 01:44:09
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Lucy 🐞 :
I really needed this
2025-09-15 11:21:51
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dankeykang :
every time one of your videos comes up on my fyp its like a sign from the heavens because each video is targeting the exact theme im going through at the time 😭
2025-09-16 16:33:58
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⋆˙⟡ Flower :
you don’t know how much i needed to hear this. thank you
2025-10-10 22:27:57
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jlw :
Thank you so much for this
2025-09-14 12:45:46
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Cielo :
How can you say that when I did something horrible when I was 16? Added to that, I don’t even know if I really did something. It was more than a decade ago, it’s all fuzzy, and a specific memory just surfaced out of nowhere. But it feels real.
2026-07-26 13:50:22
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Alaina Lacy :
Struggling with this theme so bad right now 🙁
2026-05-09 17:38:28
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