@crmnallyobsessed: An Amish woman told police her son was "with God" after she threw him the 4-year-old in an Ohio Lake last month. Her son drowned and she's now charged with his murder. 40-year-old Ruth Miller has pleaded not guilty by reason of insanity. In the video, you can hear her tell police that they'll find her husband at the bottom of the lake inside a big fish. He too drowned. When they tell her that there is no fish big enough in the lake to swallow her husband, she tells them they have to find him because it's a miracle. #truecrime