@lolayounggg: I’m only f**king myself. Here it is, out in the world, fuck. This is something i wrote before finishing this record, (yes, i was in a dark place ): ‘so. here’s the thing  Im only fucking myself… well.,; not literally..well yes, i mean, sometimes.. .: i guess it depends which way you look at it, of course, i mean everything is about perspective at the end of the day,.  I really wish i could tell you,  that all this title means is that i just use my pink dildo every night, and yeah i do, but always seem to cry after,  Cause Im only fucking myself in so many other ways….like i dont know,  clinging onto anger, falling in and out of love all the time, still seeing my ex because he makes me feel something, and i need to feel something, allll the time, im only fucking myself sniffing white powder all day,  , its fun, until its not, i like the high just as much as the next guy, but truth is, i actually need to fucking stop,   I cant live in real life, but highs dont last forever, so real life is all i’ve really got at the end of the day.,’ and if i dont get a goddamn grip of my own fucking life i’m not too sure what’s going to happen. I’m writing this album, and calling it i’m only fucking myself because truthfully, i want to eventually look at my life and smile, but i’m still working things out…for now..i’m gonna keep writing and hopefully i’ll be okay ‘ Im now 6 months sober, and a lot happier, I no longer see my ex, i am a lot less angry, life is better and  I still use my pink dildo, theres just less crying after  x #newmusic

amylottohandle :

The most raw and honest caption and one of the most raw and honest artists out there. People can stay hating. The rest of us are gonna continue blessing our ears and being healed by music.

PaigeBaiting :

Please I might just be hormonal but why do none of you understand she is her own aftercare why why why don’t any of you get it she’s holding herself through it all because nobody else will please im tearing up

H̴̷̴Z̴ᯓ★˙ :

Another win for the deaf

yourfav_clint :

Did anyone read the caption?😭

MaliceNovva :

absolutely ✨ZERO✨ skips

erns.mainn :

The only reason people hate on Lola is because they can’t cope with music that’s raw emotion.

Mac :

This album has my heart. Lola young hate is so forced

yaygimmiewave :

ITS SO BEAUTIFUL 😭😭😩😩😩😩😩😩

Milesey_exe :

HAPPY 6 MONTHS SOBER! PROUD OF YOU 🥳🩵

myrtheeee💕 :

PENNY OUT OF NOTHING IS SO GOOD😍💕

Colourwithells :

katelynn💗 :

the caption was beautiful! congratulations on 6 months sober!🫶🏻

Wesley Woolfall :

like 🥰

John M④rvel 69 :

What are you even supposed to do with that

grace :) :

oh lola, this album is crazy good. you are a true ⭐️thank you for sharing your art with the world - cant tell you how much your music has helped me personally

ash :

Only the real ones know that this song is truly a masterpiece

kels :

I love you Lola

💙 :

PLEASE CALLABORATE WITH MELANIE MARTINEZ

𝓔𝓵𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓮 :

her music is good idk what y'all r on

Sam 🏹 :

been on repeat all day this is beyond a masterpiece

𝔸𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕟🎋🐉 :

What actually happened to music 😭

Lauren ✌🏽 :

I love this song so much. the album is amazing!!!

Hailey :

I don’t care what anyone thinks Lola young has such beautiful art. People who thinks this is weird clearly don’t understand Lola

RAFFERTY :

What r u doin

katies_vinyls :

Loving this album already! ❤