@heyitsbriblossom: Losing my husband almost 3 years ago shattered me. When I watched him take his final breath, part of me died with him. What most people don’t see is how hard it’s been to grieve while still showing up online… smiling, creating, being ‘the fun internet bop’ when inside I was broken. Grief doesn’t pause for algorithms. It doesn’t care about likes, comments, or deadlines. Some days I could barely breathe, but I still felt like I had to perform. This is the hardest part of my story to share, because it’s still ongoing. I’m still figuring out how to carry both grief and this job, every single day.