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As a person who was in love with someone for the past five years , I’m here to say to anyone reading this that you should never lose yourself to someone who wouldn’t do the same for you. No matter how much you love or admire someone , if they do not show the same energy to you , please let go. I wish I had let go earlier. Those past five years I kept convincing myself that I was loved by that person the same way they were loved by me , but I was wrong , the idea of them not loving me was not acceptable in my head after all these years of being together , I didn’t want to believe that the person that I would do anything for , hardly thought about me during the day. I would send massive paragraphs only to get an explanation of why is this happening , I kept wondering what I was doing wrong , why couldn’t that person love me as much as I loved them?? I couldn’t move on or date someone else even when I had the chance to because they were all I could think about. When that person left they told me to do well at school , I had already graduated , they forgot. I still remember their bday , when they had their first kiss and what they struggle with. They also told me to not let any boys break my heart but how do I get that person to understand that I was too numb to feel anything after everything that happened between us?. All of this started when I was 13 years old , I fell in love with that person because they were here when things were bad , but that’s not what matters , people should come into your life to stay and not leave you behind with questions and doubts. Last month , I turned 18 , this person left from my life not even half a year ago. From the bottom of my heart I beg every person who thinks they’re not enough for their partners , to let go. You are enough , with the right person you’ll feel more than enough , that person might be even you. Respect yourself and don’t lose your spark to someone who doesn’t deserve it because I did and it was not worth it.
2025-10-01 18:31:52