N.B :
"what is the meaning of life?" this has been wandering around my mind for a really long long time. "Satisfaction" i think, is my answer. It's a little bit selfish to say that i was born to satisfy myself as a living being. But it is not just the self hidden deep inside me but my selves that lying in others who i consider friends or family. It could be call reflexive images that forming me as a true human. Imagine if i by any chance not exist in this world anymore, my reflexive images would live on until the last images disappear. Or in the world where just only I survive, so no one around to "form" me, "define" me as a person I would rather give my life up and choose to disappear eternally. These images are a part of me and myself is another part that truly be me. It is quite funny to define ones self by the other, isnt it? maybe its just an excuse for me to abandon my life, my thoughts. After nights over nights pondering about what is the meaning of life or why i am being here, i just come to conslusion that i want to be truthful, to show my most honest self to the other so that all the images reflex my purest form that i, myself am. i think in the end i just yearn to be understood, to empathize with others, to live with my consent and freedom in my mind, to do whatever i favor. This life is that simple , isnt it?
And life , iam sure, is more than patterns or a sink and the problems are more than the dirty cups or plates. Sometimes the voices in your head or the emptiness haunt you emotionally but dont just give up on life and yourself.
I wish to have a reply from you and thank you for sharing your thoughts Ajnabi.
2025-10-02 19:32:58