@alaskandippedinaloha: I’m going to take a minute to explain this video. Widow to the love of my life. Remarried = 20 yrs of marriage felt like I was never chosen. Separated. Divorced. I still have my brain spin over the 20 yrs of loss… why I chose to stay so long.. Empath. Mother of 6. This song hit hard as I chased that hamster wheel through the night… #ratrace comes with a whole new meaning… #tiktok is my #canvasboard #musicislife pain seeps through the eyes …