Oh! Hey. I do understand it has been awhile but i am here now and that is all that matters. I suppose a lot has happened within the last few days but i chose not to rant on all of it.
right now i am studying for my french III mid-term. i also have to study for my stupid us history mid-term. this sucks. just being the procrastinator i am i choose not to study right now. maybe later. i am also considering the fact that the french mid-term is tommorrow. ugh!
so how about some exciting news. i think i may be in love with my boyfriend of 2 months. hooray for me? i don't know if that is a good or bad thing. i can't give advice to my associates who suffer from boy issues. whether it be they are in love with another guy or that they have trust issues (i have obviously don't suffer from neither).
i have to memorize so much stuff and i am not good at all in memorizing crap. if you know me personally then you know that i am one of those people who have bad memories. and if you know me and you are just like that then you probably don't remember.
i am in the house by myself (again!). it doesn't really bother me any. i've been writing so much poetry lately and i should probably post them in my other journal. i lost one of my journals that had like 5 poems in it. i am so upset but i may have an idea as to where it may be.
screw all of this! i don't really have anything to complain about. i don't have any issues at the moment. not mentally (surprising). not physically. not emotionally (thank God!). i wonder if this is preparing me for a crap load of pain in all directions. i don't know why i always believe that everything has a message to it. maybe it does. or maybe i am just completely insane. wait. i am already insane.
the snow is so pretty just not when the sun is shining brightly on it and you are blinded. so therefore you can't see the snow. ugh!
I NEED SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!!!!! i still don't understand why i say this everyday. i need a life. no! i need an active life. i have a hobby that only exercises my fingers. and maybe my brain sometimes. i don't think i am making any sense. so i am going to stop.
i have to stop here and go study because the 'rents a
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