@ashley.marryriv7: Still patiently waiting for my baby to wake up😔🙏 This was her a few days ago💔💔 Today we had to stop by our house just to check on it and make sure everything was okay before we rushed back to her.. Everything was still the same.. her care bear was still on the couch.. her little crocs were still by the steps.. the last pair of clothes she last wore were still by her bed.. her tablet was still on the charger😔😔 I just broke down crying.. I just want my baby home and well.. Sometimes I question why certain things happen in my life and I have to correct myself and ask God to forgive me 😔😔 But truthfully I just don’t understand.. It’s like im okay.. then I’m angry.. then I’m okay.. then I start to cry.. then I’m okay and I’m just so angry again💔💔 I don’t have the words to describe how I am feeling these days.. Please continue to pray for my Melony.. my stinky mamas.. my twin.. my little princess.. my sassy mamas.. my Scorpio baby💕❤️‍🩹 Hoping she gets that heart transplant sooner than later.. hoping her pulmonary hypertension regulates sooner than later so that her body can accept the new heart.. hoping her current heart doesn’t reject the VAD machine.. The doctors say she is doing okay.. but we are not out the woods.. she is still being watched closely.. they said even tho things are okay now.. things can go left at any minute.. Just staying hopeful and faithful and trying to trust the process… Even tho it hurts very bad. I love you Melony ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 #heartdisease #RCM #pulmonaryhypertension #hearttransplant