@annsvan: For the past few months I’ve been hiding in my own world away from social media. Primarily because I fell in love but also because I’m going through some major body and emotional changes as I navigate perimenopause. It’s a bitch. I’ve been playing a lot of HayDay and ugly crying to Love is Blind. Also building, decorating, and designing my greenhouse and van (that I pick up from the shop next month!). Falling in love is cool and all but it never seems at the right time. But I think God has a plan. I’ve also felt “stuck” when it came to knowing what to post. I used to post a lot of single sad things because it’s what I was. Single, sad… then empowered by it. Then I felt like a traitor when I found the love of my life. Like can I post him? Will people not like me? All the insecure human things. So I played HayDay instead of opening this app lol. Now that I’m back. I wanna post authentically and where I’m at in my life. Right now, I’m happy. The happiest I’ve ever been in my entire life. It’s crazy to say. Life’s always got its punches though so it’s not perfect. I can promise you that. But I’m content. I honestly do want feedback. I wanna know what it is you wanna see. I plan on posting more about my perimenopause struggles. My van re-build, my greenhouse build. And decorating. Any way, love y’all! See you soon! #perimenopause #40s #MentalHealth #DIY #vanlife

Annie

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Monday 13 October 2025 20:34:55 GMT