tiamoen89 :
Heidi! So glad you’re on my fyp, I couldn’t remember your name - you helped bring about one of my biggest healing experiences! Last week, I was speaking to my six-year-old self like I have been for months (inspired by you!), hoping she hears and trusts me to take care of us. Suddenly, I felt her step into our shared internal space. I gasped, and realized sooooo many things in that moment. She finally trusted me enough to come see me, from the far-off corner of pitch black void that she has been hiding in for 30 years. It was incredible. I didn’t realize she was so far away from present-me that whole time until that moment. It really was a coming home. I spoke with her for an hour and cried with her. I thanked her for being so brave, promised her I’ll always listen to her, that we will have so much fun together, she never needs to handle anything alone, that I’ve learned so much in these 30 years that can help us, and others want to really love us too, to be in community. I told her “I got you, I got us.” And then I felt we were in a warmly lit cottage, sitting barefoot at the kitchen table giggling, with soup on the stove. She hasn’t left me since and I feel more whole than I ever have, there’s such a sense of integrated love *within myself* like I opened a blockage. I feel more capable and grounded. I could go on and share so much about this experience, but just wanted to share how much you helped me by modeling this for us. Thank you.
2025-10-13 23:03:35