Lisa Louise :
I discarded him, because I finally realised I deserved better, this is nearly 2 months ago, he’s been on block for about a week, as I tried the friends things ( I sorta had too as he is in my dads band) but it didn’t work. He’s not worth it, not someone I want in my life, he’s not someone I would chose as a friend. He isn’t well liked by a lot of people. He is an alcoholic, a lifr time of childhood trauma and he pretty much raised him self due to shit oarents, he should be diagnosed as a narcissist- even his ex wife, ex gf before me and his 3 kids said the same thing, I have zero feelinfs there, and I know it’s for the best, he’s a dangerous person. But my brain still has that ‘ pull of rumination of thinking of him). Not happy thoughts, more so why’s he do it ect, I know why he did it and treated me like that, he’s doing the triangulation thing as we speak. Has a lot to say to everyone ( that’s not truthful) I don’t care what he says, but that brain thing.. I jusy can’t get him deleted 100000% out of brain where I don’t think of him.. how do I get that to stop? He’s not worth it, he is sooo toxic, a very dangerous person imo. I just want him erased
2025-10-15 20:16:47