@matt_and_abby_howard: Initially I had deleted all of these videos. Clearly this video ended very abruptly. But after the dust settled I was able to see light in this footage amidst the tragedy. This morning I had felt the urge to get in some quiet time before I went about my day. As it turns out, this 30 minutes of intentionally acted almost as my oxygen mask as my day took a turn that changed me forever. I also find so much hope in the fact that our whole family was at this appointment together. As we were getting, what felt like, the worst news imaginable, we had each other. My most tangible reminders of hope and joy were surrounding me. I’m so thankful for that. So this day started a lot like any other for me, but there were a couple key differences that anchored me amidst all of the chaos.