Ajnabi
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This is the first time I’ve see someone online see the world the way I do. I am also Muslim, I believe in my Religion and pray but I still don’t really can’t find a reason to live in this world, or rather this society. I live because I have not died yet, I think about death daily. The only thing keeping me alive is thought of afterlife, because I am scared of what might happen. I only study or do anything for school because atleast as long as I live until my death, I want to be comfortable by having money. I dislike pain, so I am grateful that I get the opportunity to think this way and just live comfortably until I die. I see death as salvation from this world, from my body. I hope that when I die I can enter Paradise and fantasize about dying or what type of death would be the best. Of course I cannot deny my human body having its own desires. I do eat, sleep, have hobbies but they are all a distraction. I also yearn for things, even relationship or whatever because I do feel alone, I also want to hug someone or stuff but I can’t get close to others or really love a person in that way. The feeling of emptiness or whatever one might call it even feels comfortable, knowing I can just not care about this world, as long as it’s not painful. Thinking this way feels freeing, like I won’t have to care too much about worldly affairs as long as I pray, do what I need to do and have enough money to be comfortable. I dont want kids so I won’t need to worry about heritage or saving money or taking responsibility for them. I would like to know more about the truth of this world, the truth of this universe, I just want to gain knowledge that I won’t understand in my human body. So I am waiting for the day I can enter Paradise and ask Allah.
2025-12-13 21:31:48
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Noor :
Salam. This is natural if u have understood that nothing on this earth or life is eternal , feeling that this is without a purpose. But, as u have said u understand and believes in Islam and its main principles + u know it is to worship Allah if ur a Muslim.
2025-11-07 13:54:39
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™️ :
I dont know about you but i found idealism perfect for me,it may be a coping mechanism but idealism strengthens ur connection with God and greatly increases hope,it gives u vision and creates a concrete foundation.I seek a vision of a perfect world,where people respect each other despite their differences,and despite this being next to impossible,the mere thought of it makes me happy,makes me do acts of good and strive for a unified society,one built not by oppression but by love
2026-01-09 09:08:09
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ibrahimusrii :
it's not really a nihilist, just Acceptance of fate, for me if a there is a huge disaster that killed millions of people including my family i won't be any sadder, if there was a way to solve world hunger etc, brimg justice , good i won't be any happier, good, bad, life , death, future, past all of them I'm like floating watching them through someone else eyes, so it's complete detachment
2025-11-21 00:06:00
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Vertex :
Where u from
2025-12-30 11:31:41
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Aqil :
Real
2026-01-08 06:24:47
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sab :
one must imagine sisyphus happy
2025-10-28 19:50:37
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redflagsmasher :
I think the pursuit of “truth” is the only worthy one but to properly pursue life’s truth the human lifespan is simply inadequate, so we must therefore get rid of this limiting factor. Once we find a way to prevent aging and our existences become as permanent as the universe I believe that our lives have already reach some sort of cosmic relevance but with this time we can search for the “truth” and even if we cannot find it I will at least get infinity close to it. To find this truth is the meaning I assign to my life.
2025-10-26 10:13:18
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Jayv :
I love how we have the freedom to just see things differently, I completely understand your way of thinking and just remember that there is nothing wrong with how you see the world when people tell you this or that
2025-11-19 14:20:45
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not.it.cuh :
I can’t say I fully know how your feeling or the way you think but I can say that as long as I guess your contempt and at peace with the way you live it doesn’t really matter, you don’t need dreams or these crazy big goals that some other people have as that isn’t something you desire. All I can really say is just live a life in which you at peace with and remain healthy both mentally and physically, also remember the prayers and make dua, read the Quran and just remember that your unique just like everyone else and that’s fine. Live YOUR life bro and take care of yourself
2025-10-26 01:28:49
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salihsalah :
i used to feel like this too and cant help but think its the best way to live but now i have some goals ig so i spend most of my time thinking about those
2025-11-23 15:48:15
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K. :
Personally from all that I have learnt and experienced, the best advice would be to be either active or try to get and do something. Doing anything would be of help and if it's still boring after a while try something else. Apathy persists due to inactivity. Personally and something that I found sorta comedic is that to get a more 'positive' ideology is to stop thinking and to start doing something. Or / and you could also learn more about Allah since that'll make you feel closer to him which makes life less apathetic. Alright that's it from me, hope for a reply.
2025-11-25 14:09:58
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lickmyballandcallmepete :
you prefectly describes life😂✌
2025-11-24 19:32:16
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alighieri :
pseudo
2025-11-03 10:36:32
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exfert :
Isn't it absurdism? Or maybe yes, existential nihilism. Yes, I can say that most of the people, teenagers especially, are nowadays experiencing this kinda apathy, existential void. Nihilism is too romanticised in social media tbh. In today's world, especially in the age of information overload, people can feel overwhelmed by endless choices, social pressure, or the feeling that their actions won't make a difference. This can lead to a state where a person "disengages" from pursuing goals and simply chooses to "go with the flow."
2025-10-25 16:18:11
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𝑭☆ :
Chat why is this post too relatable,I thought i was the only one feeling like this😶
2025-11-22 16:37:53
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Jeuz🪽🪖🚩 :
damn man, you convey exactly what's in my head and heart.
2025-10-25 15:15:26
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Cyan1c☦️ :
I believe that even tho every thing on earth and even the earth itself will decay and cease to exist that it makes meaningfull connections, Happy moments love, growth, evolution etc even more valuable cause we know that this wont last forever. now imagine if everything in life was permanent, family, friends, connections, flowers that never rot, trees that never wither, everyhing remains how it is forever. would it then have any worth? would building connections still be valuable? no not at all. The universe is full of destruction amd decay, and Life on earth is the only known force that Rebells against this nature. This essence of Lifes rebellion against the cruel and indifferent nature of the universe is what makes it special, What i would tell you is to try and make that short time you have on this earth count, not only for yourself but for others around you. help those who need help, give aid, be kind and build something to be proud of
2025-10-25 15:48:26
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F🇸🇦 :
You're honest to yourself and that's good enough. I believe optimists are simply people that deny reality. they instead lie to themselves and others, in a vain attempt to cope with what is truly happening. Pessimists on the other hand see every shade of grey as black, poisoning themselves with non-existent negativity. I think that people should just take reality as it is, nothing more nothing less. pessimists and optimists, both look at the world with a tainted lens.
2025-10-28 00:07:52
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. :
looks like i stumbled upon an account who's admin thinks same like me.....i am also muslim..... the things you described in your post are exactly the One's i experienced
2025-12-09 10:05:22
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<3 :
I feel understood
2025-10-28 16:40:45
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Tommy :
well as a muslim and someone who's "optimistic" in a sense, I'd say that Im hopeful that everything will turn out in the end for me or perhaps in the afterlife. All the suffering and endurance that is experienced is a chance to better yourself and in-turn, connect and help others. teaching you humility, understanding and compassion. in a nutshell, I think optimism for us as muslim generally means that whatever hardship Allah tests us with, it'll never stay like that and a teaching lesson for us
2025-10-26 16:13:07
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Makina :
sheesh, turns out we aren't that different dawg
2025-11-25 03:14:44
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Raian :
Do you make dua?
2025-10-25 16:15:25
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4Rainydays4 :
The universe doesn’t give inherent meaning this is what I feel Most actions are meaningless in the grand scheme But some things matter subjectively. Especially to others I feel positives and negatives intensely and I love and hate it at the same time i want meaning even though nothing is guaranteed to have it. I've been told my worldview is nihilistic, exastebtialism and more but I don't know. I did always think I was a nihilist but after your video it definitely is something else
2025-10-28 07:00:45
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CatnRa :
youre a straight up nihilist. not an absurdist. not an existentialist. not even a nietzscheist. you dont feel meaning. you see meaning. eg people are to worship god. but thats just god being emotional. god yearns for meaning. that is why he created us. if we dont we are replaceable. thats religious nihilism. you dont feel the need to accomplish something great. only to eat and sleep. thats how ik you dont feel meaning. meaningful is the complex form of emotion from need. need to eat. so we go to work to eat. to work was to hunt. we then thank god for blessing us with some feed. thats the complexity. you dont feel that. i dont feel that. only the sigh of relief. and thats ok. you are allowed to simply exist. to simply eat. just notice when you smile even for a second. cause none of it really matters. even god doesn't matter. good comes from the freed soul. not the one bound waiting its turn. so enjoy the feelings you do have. both happy n sad. addictive or scary as long as youre passing time. you got nothing else to do.
2025-10-26 18:18:26
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"The One" :
if thou art truly a nihilist individual, then why wouldst thou explain and share thy perception? Isn't that a contradiction to yourself?
2025-10-26 13:59:51
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badboystreat300 :
I relate to this post but the main difference I guess is that we see the same thing but our reactions are different your reaction is like “why bother “ but my reaction is “why not” plus if you want the pleasure of Allah you would not waste the opportunity that he gave you right? Make the most of what you have “why bother” you ask,well why not?
2025-12-10 11:39:04
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chumps :
I may be Christian but I still wil be following this account and seeing all these posts. It’s not being lukewarm, it’s called being respectful and not being agnorent to the idea of life.
2025-10-26 02:38:58
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ᴏʀᴇsᴄᴏʟ✔︎ :
Just living to pass time
2025-12-07 18:37:49
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jamal :
I relate to this so much I have no dream or anything and it's so weird
2025-12-07 22:53:00
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i ate your house :3 :
uh... dazai spotted ig
2025-12-17 01:56:44
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winq :
There's no "positivity bubble" for you to pop, other people see life just the same. It's just that they choose whether or not to let those thoughts affect them. When I tell you "life is good" it doesn't mean I'm oblivious to the cruel state the world is in, I'm saying that you should focus on the good things. And what I meant by "focusing on the good things" isn't "stop thinking.", what I meant is to think, but to not let the thoughts consume you.
2025-12-18 14:05:52
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Ninja :
only if i had a friend like you
2025-12-29 13:21:54
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the sphinx :
Therapy never works for people who are aware of the reason they are the way they are. a therapist would just try to identify the problem and try and solve/help u cope with it, but it doesnt work that way for people who already know the issue, its causes, and the way it effects them. so they end up telling u to take some addictive pills that make u feel better for a while before running ur pockets dry and making everything even worse
2025-11-23 01:04:15
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yazwli :
tbh as long as your happy/comfortable with it, it shouldn't be a big issue to you.
2025-11-20 20:13:10
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Kyoukien :
This post is reminds me and like seeing myself two years ago... I was kinda like this. I said to myself that day that I should enjoy things more because I regretted the past years that I didn't. Because I just did the basics, not doing things past that. Even though things may seem boring and tiring, I just choose to finds things enjoyable about it.
2025-10-26 06:52:08
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Tommy :
hmm, could it potentially be youre dealing With ASPD?
2025-10-26 16:08:10
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. :
There is no solution because there is no problem. The world works the way the world works. Things are the way they are.
2025-10-26 17:50:09
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Bro you literally just spilled my whole life onto the internet this is scarily relatable everything you said about optimism being fake and having no dreams is exactly how I feel about just existing I was seeing a psychiatrist and was on meds for three years I'm from Pakistan(a Pashtun)and I get the faith struggle so much I was a Muslim but then I went full Agnostic in like 10th grade when these huge questions(about my existence,god,life) started messing with me 😭😭 which further led me to philosophy I also came across the cosmological argument which is so frustrating because it proves a First Cause but doesn't tell us what it is like seriously what's the point of the hustle and also I think that morality is subjective sometimes I honestly wish I could just be a normal dude like my brother or my cousins just a simple NPC instead of going through all of this stuff 🙏🏽 but I have accepted my fate kinda like absurdism ^^ you just got a new follower
2025-10-30 10:19:59
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han :
have you ever thought u have adhd?
2025-11-02 04:54:37
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frost foenix :
I'm the opposite of nihilist or anything like that , but I know what you're trying to say . which many people can say to be solid truth or the reality of human nature , but your missing the other perspectives because there are multiple perspectives to our lives . and as for me the reason I strive towards multiple goals is because I'm competitive in nature and want to win .
2025-12-23 06:18:04
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rauf.7 :
I share you're thoughts exactly word for word
2025-12-22 05:29:43
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𝘔𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘦𝘭 :
Revolt against the absurd or be consumed by endless purposelessness
2025-12-19 14:26:39
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🦇 :
Duh you copying my mind bro whenever i think of sharing how i feel what my mindset is i just stop cz i know people are gonna call me a phycopath and if i share what i truly want everyone will stop talking and spending time with me so i just follow trends and i try to do the things that are trendy and the things that everyone likes but I think that this fake personality is slowly disappearing bcz my family friends and everyone i know say that im too different and too weird and idk its soo tough to continue this life bro
2025-12-24 14:42:30
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# :
relegion is a coping mechanism that was invented by humans to make the absurdity of life sound less terrifying.
2026-01-04 21:49:04
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skibidi :
what the HELL is this awesome song?? im literally obsessed! thx a ton
2025-12-12 11:25:02
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ohboi oh :
Just make the most of this finite world, infinity is waiting for you.
2025-12-11 09:34:46
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was here :
ty for detailing me , I loved this post its too realistic
2025-12-10 12:30:45
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møhãmmåd :
bro is literally me just in another place not long back I thought of this same things you talked about
2025-12-31 21:50:54
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ARL 🇵🇸 :
I'd say im a bit of a neutral. Also a Muslim. I'd say it's just to not overanalyze anything. just live the moment bro. even if its just black and white
2026-01-03 18:43:36
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ᢉ𐭩 kuja :
Hello bro, I just wanted to say as a fellow Muslim that I heavily relate to this video. Sometimes I wonder if because I feel this way I don’t have total sincerity in my faith. It makes me question whether or not I can confidently call myself muslim as someone who struggles to find meaning in the life in which I was given. The feeling of life simply happening is way too real and it’s a struggle to get out or even figure out if it’s something I even need to get out of. Ofc tho we are different people so I can’t say I 100% relate. There are times when I feel such joy that I can say that it is enough, enough to dismiss thoughts of emptiness or a meaningless life. I truly hope that only the best finds you from now bro. I rlly love ur video and found it deeply resonant to me so yeah, have a nice day 😁
2025-11-25 08:49:51
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lagos_otaku :
Do you watch anime?
2025-11-05 17:52:46
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