Losing my faith community has been a lingering pain. I love Jesus, but I see things very differently now, especially with regard to how the environment I was in harmed me, created an environment where the abuse could flourish, and then withdrew from me because of the divorce. I’m still trying to figure out where I belong. ☹
2025-10-28 22:06:00
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Maybe: 🄱🅁🄸🅃🅃🄰🄽🅈 :
I’m struggling to believe if there’s even a God at this point. Because what do you mean there is no punishment for what he did to me? What do you mean he’s legally still married to me but has been blessed with a brand new Jesus-loving girl that is adored by the religious community (their relationship is still a secret, of course, because that same religious community can’t know yet, but he will go public once the judge officially declares us divorced)? What do you mean they’ve been talking and hooking up before we filed for divorce? What do you mean she’s living in the home we built, while professing their love for God everywhere they go? What do you mean he’s getting to be loved while I’m struggling to love myself? What do you mean he prefers time with her & her two boys while giving the bare minimum to our daughter?
2025-10-30 10:26:50
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