Ryan Darani
Region: GB
Thursday 30 October 2025 12:27:02 GMT
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Puddlepirate :
High functioning depression not to be confused with sociopathy or psychopathy. I confused it for years until I got my official diagnosis. I thought I was a monster.
2025-11-01 12:31:31
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SparkleCat :
The "not remembering about yesterday" is real
2025-11-02 06:19:24
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✨Ⓜⓘⓢⓢⓨ🧿✨ :
Sadly, I know smiling depression so well🙏🏽
2025-11-07 20:27:48
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Lakeland Cleaners Ltd :
I go to work, I chat, I laugh, I’m the loudest person in the room. And then I go home, I’m exhausted from pretending all day, I cry, I feel so lonely. And the cycle repeats.
2025-11-03 20:40:15
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Grazing_Heffer :
when the fake laugh, becomes your normal laugh.
2025-10-30 20:17:55
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Vanessa Neves :
And the use of sarcasm and humor to convince even yourself that it’s not that deep
2025-11-01 22:04:56
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Justmatpearce :
Many out here assume depression = sadness. it's much harder to explain that experiencing sadness for the first time in months brought a smile to my face.
2025-10-30 15:25:40
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11k :
Thank you, I feel so alone
2025-10-31 06:03:31
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Roni 🙄 :
I hate survival mode
2025-11-01 10:19:37
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Luke* :
Finally someone who has found the words to describe this
2025-10-30 19:04:46
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marypnpuj4g :
thank you I needed to hear that im not the only one that feels like this 🇨🇦
2025-10-30 12:32:40
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G 🦋 :
People don’t check in even when you’re at your lowest breaking point
2025-11-03 01:22:28
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Paige Marie :
And people thinking you “have everything you’ve ever wanted” but you can’t enjoy it because what you want most is to feel emotions on a normal level, not all or nothing.
2025-10-31 08:46:19
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Nicholas Rizo :
I make jokes and laugh the loudest so no one can hear my sobbing
2025-11-10 08:51:45
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irena76miki79 🍉 🇭🇷🇩🇪 gen❌ :
The worst thing for me is not feeling any joy. That is so awful and a lot of people don't understand.
2025-10-31 08:26:16
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River_fox 🇨🇦🦊 :
I go to work because I have to to make money to live and take care of my dog. I’m in a depressive episode and I just feel hollow inside. I’ll force myself to go out and see people in my life but it’s so hard.
2026-07-19 23:27:49
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iiiv3691 :
Completely empty
2025-12-04 23:44:50
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Lapis300 :
People don't understand that the autopilot includes the temporary happy moments but everything is covered in grey
2025-11-13 10:02:02
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Gina Campbell :
for the first time in years I've felt heard
2025-11-01 14:16:10
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Holly Gilbert :
I’m so tired
2025-10-30 23:56:03
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Shell ❌️📚 💜 :
It's also known as dissociation 🖤
2025-10-31 08:32:17
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Debstar1 :
I feel dead inside but I can do my job, smile, pretend laugh, listen to others when they tell me how I feel, I spend time with my family and msg them but I don’t contact or msg friends, and I don’t want to go out unless I have to. 🤷♀️🤷♀
2025-10-31 08:10:56
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Elaine (with 2 e’s) :
When people ask “what triggered how you’re feeling?” and you’ve got nothing to respond with. It just is. I just am. Numb and hollow and just surviving 😔
2025-10-31 01:58:02
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user2277916199946 :
u r explaining this so well. thank u. it explains so much.
2025-10-30 20:45:27
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