Kaell :
wala naman sigurong masama sa paghihintay kahit wala siyang kasiguraduhan, diba? minsan kasi, waiting is not just about the person... it's also about me. While I wait, I learn patience, I learn how to love myself, and I learn how to be stronger kahit na mag-isa. I know people might say na sayang yung oras, na bakit maghihintay kung hindi ka naman sure na babalik siya. pero for me, it's not wasted time. Kasi habang hinihintay ko siya, I'm also fixing myself, healing from the pain, and growing into someone better. I don't see waiting as weakness; I see it as hope. And hope keeps me going, kahit sobrang sakit at kahit araw araw parang mabigat. It's not really about being sure of the ending, it's about being sure of myself na kahit anong mangyari, I know l gave my heart fully, stayed true, and I never pretended. And maybe, just maybe, if dumating yung araw naibalik siya sa'kin ng tadhana, at least masasabi ko na hindi ako tumigil magmahal. and if not, at least alam ko na while I was waiting, I became a stronger and better version of me. so for me, walang, masama doon. Kasi sometimes, waiting is also healing.
2025-11-21 15:08:01