msl4rt72 :
my first ever sketch after 43 years from drawing cartoon characters aged 6 was the start of trauma coping mechanism ,in hotel life because of the noises I put my headphones on to silence my surroundings, to escape a diary began it was simple but for me a milestone as it was the first of many to follow, trauma does weird things,when I cant cope now I still doodle, some write it down, some make music, I just scribble in a tension to release my pain, people that have been around me know ive drawn more in my darkest times, when iam happy I dont, I believe god may me do it, to channel my focus, to keep me living, am I mad ,have I lost it, probably,when people lie about you and your one voice, no ones there to validate you, the world becomes a dark place💯💯🫡💙🫴
2025-11-02 09:42:50