Kinconnn :
You will see me smiling, laughing and replying all of my friends comment on tiktok after moving out from school and think of it as “I’m fine and happier” but no…. You Haven’t saw me breaking down so bad I have to shift myself from the society, cutting of people because I felt humilated before, I always ask myself if there’s atleast someone whom miss me at that damn school, I always think that I’m a dumbshit at school for not understanding the course and the subjects our teacher was teaching us. After all damn 1 years after all of my dream institutions rejections starting from IPG, LAW UITM and F6 none of that gave me hope. Not until I take that big lap of frustration getting into UPSI and getting on one of my ambitions to be an educators. Only few congratulates me, being happy for me, give supports while other just spread out hate and calling out names to me. But now I have people to be taken care of now which whom actually cares enough about me which is my family, my 3 handgelings boys, my UPSI classmates, and the people who never have doubted my will to change. Other than that I don’t have any concern or pity and I don’t even miss any of you. Yeah they should be jealous, they should be mean and they should humilate me like that because if not because all of the suffering I will never get to enjoy my life as a person in UPSI I never realized that I’m actually smart, independant, greater mindset, and how ignorant I am towards other people words about me and I can see it through my hardship. I’m proud of myself and others should be it too.
2025-11-09 06:51:35