@notmy1st: Repost// Sometimes I wish I never became an editor. Looking back I made some cool stuff, all in the name of “selfish art”. This was before I understood what separated myself from the normal editor. I was only worried about the art aspect. Now when I make something my standards are set so unbelievably high as an “editor” I don’t enjoy it like I use too. It feels less like art and more like superficial and way less emotionally impactful. I’m going to try to do better and bring the art and meaning back into my videos but sometimes I just miss the way things use to be 😕

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big.steve701
big.steve :
WOW AMAZING EDIT 🔥 (reads caption)
2025-11-05 19:07:35
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arter_artem
arter_artem :
Don’t do it for us bro, we’re here to see your art, not your performance 🫂
2025-11-05 18:12:57
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nachitqm1
nachi :
this is the most beautiful touka edit i have seen
2025-11-05 23:35:59
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lycoris_shadow
𝒍𝒚𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒔 :
respiro tokyo ghoul e bleach
2025-11-06 16:07:12
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s_zty1
s_zty1 :
Believe in yourself twin im sorry about how’re you feeling
2025-11-06 15:58:26
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noiredits
noir :
2025-11-05 22:28:28
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andrezin1103
✞~𖥸༺アンドリュー༻𖥸~✞ :
wow...
2025-11-05 22:29:38
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sedated.sgb
sedated.sgb :
As I begin to edit more I understand, many projects I’ve scrapped because of ulterior motives like views, rather than just letting myself have full creative control.
2025-11-05 20:16:29
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xerxes90210
Kyouko :
What genre is this music? I need more
2025-11-06 02:45:02
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nailognom
He Saves All :
2025-11-06 04:15:04
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fxjnnn
𝘍𝘹𝘫𝘯𝘯 :
This one was so good man 🥹❤️‍🔥
2025-11-05 22:56:18
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ashtwizzle
ashtwizzy. :
heavy heavy caption bro, youll always be my favourite editor i aspire to create like you do
2025-11-05 18:26:30
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iqfve
prime 2025 iq :
feel that caption
2025-11-05 16:55:43
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mo_kazo
K :
Tokyo ghoul?
2025-11-07 19:06:10
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owenburke2
OwenBurke2 :
2025-11-06 04:14:44
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lazaraobonitoegostosao8
Lázaro🪽 :
Something similar happened with my videos; I used to make them just for the love of the game, until I copied/was inspired by trends and some videos went viral.This makes me think that my own ideas and feelings, and my appearance, are less interesting and appealing than those of many creators here. I always wanted to be popular like many others on TikTok simply because I am myself.
2025-11-06 16:08:25
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asxmavf
asuma :
Love your edits bro, and such a relatable caption 🤧. Hope you can continue editing for the fun of it.
2025-11-05 23:46:12
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sybau2019
ady :
caption so true bro I can never appreciate really any edits because I see everything as an editor now
2025-11-06 05:15:40
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ioy_sk
͡𝑆𝐾𝑍͜🇸🇦 :
2025-11-07 22:21:19
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arsotrix17
Arsot :
пик
2025-11-06 05:25:34
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xehlified
￶￶ :
don't let this stop you from editing. the world thrives on creativity and we're our own minds.
2025-11-05 23:37:02
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reap_editss
Reap :
Caption is so real bro 😭 I started making edits just for fun even tho I wasn’t good and now I’m always getting caught up in that my edits are too basic or aren’t good enough and it makes me not even want to edit
2025-11-06 15:32:00
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boneybiser
wsl :
You still do great regardless. I relate with not appreciating so much things as it doesn't meet what I "want it to meet". Take care of yourself.
2025-11-05 22:19:58
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orrfeu
orrfeu :
how did you make these effects?
2025-11-08 10:17:07
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simply4sa
⋆⭒˚.⋆ :
i miss editing…. i edit here and there and it’s all in the name of “art” tho i don’t do much with it at all nor do i post it, only bc i believe its not good enough but when is good enough? that feeling will never come and everything i’ve ever made will remain unseen… its all simple.. yet our brains complicate things… i wish it was easier
2025-11-05 22:09:28
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