The first big holiday, her birthday, another big holiday then my birthday all coming up 😞😢. I’m not ready for all these things without her for the first time. I honestly just don’t want to even celebrate, I’d rather sit by myself than try to put on a happy face and fake getting through the day just to make others feel good. Then there’s a part of me that says, “mom wouldn’t want you to sit alone and be sad, she would want you to enjoy the day with the ones who are still here on earth.” Anyway, I appreciate your vulnerability, it has allowed me to also realize that I don’t need to hold it all together all the time, that I can in fact let my tears flow. Hugs to you 🥰
2025-11-13 01:46:32
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Lady Goose :
I lost my mom a month ago today 😭😭😭 I can't stop crying
2025-11-15 00:14:45
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Jeanmarie Johnston :
Sending you hugs!! My mom passed away 11 years ago and someday it still hurts sooo bad!!! You are not alone in your heartache!
2025-11-13 02:51:18
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Sarah Jones3875 :
my brain still won't accept that she's gone 😪 I am panicking about my first Christmas and Birthday without her. I don't want this year to end, because it means I leave her behind. I just want my mom back!
2025-11-13 01:35:55
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user2612519917014 :
❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏 one day at a time ... it's really hard ... my mom passed in Feb
2025-11-13 15:54:21
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🦋☀️🦋 :
My mom’s number is still in my contacts. It’s been 3 years. I can’t delete it. Probably never will.
2025-11-13 06:38:55
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Dominika :
my last phone call with my mom - I cut it short because she seemed a bit off (this was due to her infection which we didn’t know about yet) I said to her bye mom I’ll speak to you tomorrow. I didn’t call her for another two days I just kept putting it off. When I did eventually want to call her it was too late. She was in hospital and died unexpectedly the next day. I can’t get over the regret I feel 😔
2025-11-14 03:23:32
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June :
Today I called sick as I was struggling getting out of my bed. My manager called and asked me why I didnt go to work. Somehow I suddenly lost it. I felt so furious about him, about myself, about the whole world. After the phonecall I almost cried my eyeballs out. This is the 56th day since my mom passed away.
2025-11-18 02:29:44
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carrymybooks :
I’m almost 11 years into this journey and I still have these sudden, unexpected tsunamis of these parts of grief. It doesn’t go away. Know you’re not alone. ♥️We feel great loss because there was great love. That reassures me. It hurts because it mattered. SHE mattered.
2025-11-29 05:18:18
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Jaynine777 :
You will see her again…it is temporary… you will see her in heaven. I know you are a believer and I’m sure she was too. Unfortunately its a long temporary but you will see her again. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
2025-11-14 20:44:04
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kas :
I want my best friend back. I keep thinking I can ask her something as she sits at her desk when I lay on her bed, and I remember she's not there. Even though she and I talked daily, it's now not enough. I hate I was busy with work the day before she left me, and we only talked twice that day, but I told myself I'd call her the next day. I didn't get the chance to. I hate this feeling.
2025-11-14 05:32:19
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janinecooper02 :
I just wanna call mine. And hear her voice. And I'll never hear it again. The pain is so unbearable some days.
2025-11-14 00:59:04
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Colleen G :
I lost my mom last year, and I had this exact wave of grief yesterday, like I could not stop crying all day. Sometimes, it completely takes my breath away. There are no words that can soothe, but at least know you aren’t alone in your desperation and grief. Your video makes me feel a little less alone, thank you for sharing your vulnerability.
2025-11-13 02:14:33
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Jehan :
That’s the thing with losing my mum, it was the clearest, most brutal definition of the word permanent. The fact that there’s no hope of ever seeing her again or hearing her voice, there are no words to describe that kind of pain.
2025-11-13 09:56:01
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꧁✿ᗪᗩᗯᑎ✿꧂ :
I feel this so much!!!!!! I lost my mom 21 yrs ago and this exact same thing happens to me a lot. I have moments just like this. Hugs to you ❤
2025-11-13 05:06:03
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.houseofgabriella :
Oh idk what it is but this week this exact realization hits me so hard. All the things I’m going to do in life and my mom won’t be here. I’ll never get to see her again in this life. I hate it.
2025-11-13 06:23:34
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cowgorlcourt :
Hugging you because we’re not internet strangers- we’re grief sisters. I will miss my mom for the rest of my life too. ❤️
2025-11-13 02:54:35
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Tara :
Sending Mom hugs to you.
2025-11-13 01:46:06
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🦋🫶Beautiful disaster🫶🦋 :
im crying with u I just lost mine 3 months ago to cancer weeks found out in January by July gone just gone in that was not supposed to happen she just got good news from the specialist right after she found out it was in her brain 4 days later brain dead no answers no closure dead I saw her the night b4 wat do u mean!!!! 😭😭😭😭 if I knew this i would have spend the night in cuddled with her and played with her hair she was all alone 😭😭😭😭ill never forgive myself
2025-11-13 03:11:31
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domi_ldn :
We don’t deserve this feeling x
2026-02-07 22:18:36
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Patricia Lepichon S'AGAPO :
same 😥
2025-12-29 05:35:53
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Nubia/Mom of 3/TTS :
Sending you a big hug.. this club wasn’t suppose to come this soon but we are here and we are here for eachother 🫂
2025-12-24 08:28:57
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eugeniaSerafina :
I miss her voice,her hugs...how is it real that I will never hug her again?
2025-12-09 21:02:57
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Gabiiii :
I relate to this so much, and find that it happens so often. I still pick up the phone to call her sometimes and it’s the wave of hurt all over again. Sending you so much love, I’m so sorry you too feel this pain. 🤍
2025-11-13 01:55:11
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