@autiesocial: cPTSD and Disability #cptsd #cptsdawareness #disability #disabled #disabilitytiktok

CC Rae | Author :

Living with my parents is driving me crazy. I’ve realized it’s just not possible to heal my nervous system here. 😮‍💨

PawberryPupcake🐾🍓🐶🎂 :

I know exactly what is wrong with me, but I cannot possibly heal if I still live with my abusers

Gage Mags :

cPTSD is such a son of a bitch

LuisKingKing 🇵🇷🇩🇴 :

Omg I hate it. I’m an adult and I still get nervous and anxious around my father and we all have to constantly walk on eggshells and treat him softly like he’s a child

holly.the.exhausted :

It’s hell… literal hell

user3970079385870 :

I’ll never heal here. I’ve been sick for months (the doctors can’t seem to figure out if it’s cancer or autoimmune) & it’s killing me.

dear diary♡︎ :

I genuinely don’t feel like I can get better but I can’t afford to live anywhere 🙃

. :

Yup. Currently living it. My father sabotages me because he doesn’t actually want me to leave 🙃

Chahta_sia :

I repeatedly recieve trauma because of exactly this reason. my parents think that they own me and therefore can say and do whatever they want regardless of my feelings or circumstances.

thefoxymarketingclub :

Suddenly I don't feel alone. There must be a better way. Everything shouldn't be about money.

kittycat0876 :

Yep this I had a therapist admit to me that most of my anxiety & stress wouldn’t exist if as a disabled person I got enough to live on my own & actually was able to pay for what I actually needed

adamjtwan :

Yes. It’s crazy trying to heal in the place you were hurt.

Porcelainpines ✧ :

I will probably be unable to get away from my parents who sa’d me as a child until they die life is literal hell 😍

Ler :

Even crazier that so many of us can’t get disability simply because we can ‘technically’ still work

⋆ ⭒.⋆ ✩ :

Can’t live with other people can’t survive on my own I’m doomed 🥀

야옹이 :

Aria Feralchild :

literally me rn

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ :

It absolutely kills me

Creating Ways :

The constant ableism and criticism is wild. Wishing every1 experiencing this an abundance of low symptom days and peace💚💐

Katie :

This is it I’m living this now

jacob_belmer21 :

It leaves psychological scars. Left at 18, under duress. Siblings left home at 16, 17, & 16. Never looked back.

𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 𝓓𝓾𝓼𝓽 :

Been disabled since birth, and I can't get my disability chrcks in my name even though I'm over 30 years old. Luckily I live with the parent eho isnt an abusive POS and hes the one who gets my money, but there are some benefits I could be getting if the money was in my name 🙃

wasteofwhat :

I’m soooo lucky, I live in supportive housing in nyc - the whole country should implement it

𝓚𝓮𝓷𝔃⚢ :

The 4.5 months I had to move back in with my mom and sister to get back on my feet was retraumatizing for sure. I’m now no contact with them.

Yeahnah1931 :

The abuse is the worst it’s ever been. I will never know peace or happiness. I’m beside myself that I will never be able to live any different and stand no chance. The one wish I ever had my whole life will never be in reach. It’s past depressing and my health is even worse being here. Everything including my health has been taken, I will never know any form of love support care or understanding.