@nousernme.._: #fyp #feelings #xyzabc #lost #michealbjordan

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7months and Idk if it's still gonna count, he's already courting someone. someone he really loves, someone who's gonna treasure him. I may look like a fool but I really do love him, mahal ko sya pero how can I love someone who's already inlove with someone else? sometimes I want him to realize that I'm still here loving him in silence..but I also realised that even if he knew I'm still here all along, I know he'll still choose that girl.How can I blame him? how can I blame the person na nasaktan ko? at ako yung umalis, ako yung nang iwan, at ako yung tumulak sakanya palayo. Pero masisisi mo rin ba ako? kung ayokong nakikita syang nasasaktan dahil lang sa mga kinikilos ko, ayokong nahihirapan yung taong mahal ko ng dahil lang sakin. hinding hndi ko ginusto yun, pero yun lang yung paraang pumasok sa isip ko ng araw na yun, kasi sa totoo lang gulong-gulo Rin ako sa sarili ko. oo, ako yung umalis but somehow I was still the one na hindi maka let go. I left him because I was too lost, drowning in my own thoughts.. I don't want him to suffer n my mood swings almost everyday...so I decided to leave him. Now, it's been 7months, 7months of waiting. Mahal na Mahal ko sya na kahit may mahal na siyang iba, handa akong tanggapin yun basta't masaya siya at mahal sya ng babaeng minamahal nya. Hindi ko man to masabi sakanya pero sana mag ingat siya, nandito lang ako, palagi. mag ingat sya, dahil hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan lang ang kaya ko. natatakot akong kapag ayos na ako, saka lang nya makitang nandito ako.

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she reposted this vid, he actually pushed me away because of his avoidant attachment and he also had a trauma in his past,but I never cared if he hurt me, I only wanted to be with him, but I understand him naman, and I still hope wee can meet again in the future when he finished his goal, I'll be waiting maam even if there's no guaranted chance, I love him so much, even if wee only chated for 1month(i get attached quickly) I tried to do my best, but my best was not enough.

yumiko_. :

I'm sorry my love. you're too perfect, you don't deserve to love someone like me who always self sabotage

thehelld :

i pushed you away because i knew a sweet soul like yours didn't deserve to be with a self sabotaging person like me

rí :

are we deadass

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she's repost this vid, haha she pushed me away because of her avoidant attachment. i do my all best to be good partner w her but the and of the day my effort is useless im very so confused if she's still love me or she loves me when she needs me. im still hoping she's change her behavior, i love her so much. im still hopin'

shasoy :

hate when the loml having this mindset cus instead of thinking we deserve someone better, why cant they better?😃

🎱 :

I broke up w him bcuz I couldn't keep pretending I loved him evem tho he was super sweet and did everything I never asked for I couldn't love him... no matter how much I tried

meoongg :

i hate myself

𝐍𝐚𝐝 :

segan bgt sumpah, gw ngerasa gak pantes bgt anjir..

ܔܢܜܔ :

i'm sorry, my approach was wrong.

jee :

sorry but i have to go, please meet someone better, or try to go back to your past who loved you, sorry i have no heart, i am so mean

Levi Ackerman :

She reposted this. She says she doesn't love me anymore but I know she just said that to push me away. I know she still loves me but she doesn't want to anymore, I guess this is for the best, I'll always be missing you and I'll always love you, wherever you are right now, please take care of yourself -K

blood :

He was such a Sweet soul, but I was in my darkest Phase. I don’t wanted my mh to Ruin it. I miss him :(

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Seedreyk :

Then why can't you be better? I don't care if it hurts...

heartly🧛🏿 :

Enjoyed every second though

00 :

dia ga deserve gue, dia terlalu baik buat gue

𝓶𝓮𝓲𝔂𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓮 :

sebenernya gak ikhlas hati untuk lepasin, tapi gimana? bahkan kita gabisa kontrol diri kita sendiri.

Vega :

Someone tried to help me when I didn’t even want to live, and without meaning to, I dragged them down into the darkness with me. I wish I had understood sooner that loving someone also means knowing when to let them go

diinaa :

alen. :

should I send the paragraph I made for her? I don't want her to suffer cuz of me. I want her to let me go fr

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i don't know what came over me but i was somewhat tired of the online friendship because i always have to chat them but now i miss the friendship

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sorry natalie