FAT4LITY🩸🔪 :
I believe I am a genius but in this generation almost every single person is against you, unless you get recognition you won’t be able to get approval and that’s why it’s almost worse then being normal, I feel like normal and sometimes I try to relate with some other people, yeah yeah I’ve had some similar nostalgia, memories and feelings but all together everyone around me thinks totally different then I do, they can’t visualise like I do, they overthink about stuff like what people think about them “I do that sometimes aswell” but I can overthink about every single thing in the world and it could ruin me totally, I sometimes even overthink about overthinking making me stop overthinking for a while until I realise that I’m not overthinking anymore after that the cycle repeats, while a lot of other cycles are also going around at full speed like my social cycle, my mental cycle, my physical cycle, my health cycle, it also feels like I’m adapting to everyone around me, and after a while I lose that ability aswell due to overthinking, I also can visualise any scenario, the other day I visualised how the shockwaves moves at atom levels, making myself see the start almost as when water touches a large pool of liquid, and after that I can see atoms moving upwards flowing outwards at the same time, when we knock we push our fist inwards the atoms repell it like a slingshot, they also shake which makes us feel the shockwave, my brain feels like an aggressive beehive, and inside every single bee is a brain which is equivalent to your brains. Allthough I am only 14 I’m learning organic biology, secretly because I don’t know how I’m supposed to tell my parents, my grades are low since I don’t have the energy to every single day study or actually work, in conclusion I feel like a genius who will never get fame or recognition 😭
2025-12-12 23:01:55