@amandastarstream: I said “I’m ready to die” in a hospital bed. Life wasn’t finished with me. Somewhere between dying and living, something broke open… and everything opened into a deeper, wilder path. I walked through a whole lifetime this year… silence retreats, darkness, volcanoes, beautiful nature, hospitals, shaving my head, crazy healing approaches, chemo, prayers, ceremonies, creating, studying, breaking, rising. I’m not the same as I was a year ago… and that shift saved my life. It was all or nothing. Now or never. Live or die. I chose live. #terminalcancer #stage4cancer #3monthsleft #nowornever #HealingJourney #selfhealing #deathsentence #radicalselflove #neuroendocrinecancer #livefully #hereandnow

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