Jhon Fernando :
I spent some time thinking about us, about what we could’ve been. And I realized that maybe I don’t actually miss you, I miss the future I thought we’d have. I held onto this idea that if I gave you another chance, things would be different. Not because I wanted to change you, but because I believed you would stay… that we would grow together like we promised.We said this time would be different. That we’d help each other become better, that we wouldn’t leave when things got hard. But you broke that promise again. You left me… again. You came back for the second time, only to walk away once more, and that’s what hurts the most.It’s honestly unfair how you always approach me first but you're also the first one to leave. You didn't deserve me. I could have picked someone else yet I chose to be with you... again and you failed me... again.
All I ever did was love you. I stayed even when I was hurting, because I wanted to understand you, even when it was slowly breaking me. I kept choosing you, even when it felt like I was losing myself in the process. Did you ever feel how much I loved you? Because I did, with everything I had. And maybe that was my mistake… breaking my own rule just to be with you, believing that loving you would be enough.I’ll still care about you, quenie I’ll still wish you well, even from a distance. But this time, I think I finally understand that sometimes love alone isn’t enough, and that what I was holding onto… was just the hope of what we could’ve been.
2026-05-24 22:31:36