@slitsjr: Am I the problem? #foryou #Minecraft #venting #sadness #ruin

LuboNuck120 ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ :

Can’t repost so here:

phillyboi.jay :

Silent repost gang——>

ateke 2 :

it feels like I'm bothering you and the worst part is I can't tell if it's all in my head or if I'm finally seeing the truth for what it is I noticed the little things the shorter replies the dry yeah and okays the way your tone shifts like your answering out of obligation not interested like my name used to mean something to you and now it's just another notification you swipe away without thinking twice and I feel it in the pauses in the gaps between our conversations and how you don't ask questions anymore how you don't match my energy the way you used to it's like I'm slowly becoming someone you tolerate instead of someone you genuinely want in your life I hated knitting how much it affects me how I reread your messages trying to see if I said something wrong how I rewrite text after text just to make sure I don't come on too much how I check my phone weigh more than I should open maybe this time you'll sound like you actually want to talk to me again and a mess is with my head because I don't want to be a burden I don't want to be the person you saw at before you reply with something short and dry but I care maybe more than I should maybe more than you ever did I keep reaching out even when everything inside me says I shouldn't not because I'm desperate for attention but because I genuinely don't want you to feel like I disappeared I don't want you to thinking I stop caring I don't want to lose someone who wants felt impossible to lose but the truth is violence scares me violence feels permanent silence feels like you already made your decision and just haven't said it out loud and I'm stuck here trying to pretend I don't feel the distance growing every single day maybe I'm overthinking I hope I am but maybe I'm not maybe I'm finally noticing the signs I tried so hard to ignore and even then even with all the things ideity all this confusion all this fear of being on wanted I still check on you I still message you I still care in a way that makes me feel stupid sometimes but the truth is simple I don't reach out to bother you I reach out because you matter to me in a way I don't know how to hide you were never an inconvenience in my life

Conway_07 :

How do i tell her this

neal rigger :

"silence scares me"

devonte Johnson :

“And then I knew I couldn’t repost”

robis_lol :

am i the problem?

grafless :

Why do I get so jealous twin🥀

Joel 🦭 :

At this point reposting it won’t even make a difference, she never checks them, she remains silent while she goes about with her life, and I’m there…alone

Kuro :

is it bad i started crying because i relate to this

☮️(✡️🇮🇱🪖🪓)☪️🤝✝️☦️⚛️🕉☸️ :

Tovaell :

I hate that I care too much

L📓🇳🇴 :

Am I the Problem when I keep pushing people away that I actually like even when I know they like me too

𖣂 𝐄𝐊𝐊𝐎 𖣂 :

u making me more sad bro but i still love u❤

🧸 :

can’t repost but just know a real mf was here 🙃

🅰️drian :

the timing is crazy

Bsaam Salm :

Diing :

Can’t repost but know a real one was here

shimmerglitter :

They tell me that they care, but they never acted like it

DͫAͤVͫEͤ :

I was here

mikewheeler2015 :

thought i’d be ok alone. Even found peace without love. Then she came into my life. It was so real, so pure and effortless. I loved her, everyday. We broke up today. She lost feelings just like that. Maybe someday i’ll be happy with someone.

shdwgreninja :

Swalem :

I did not open TikTok mid study to make my brain go wild I NEED TO STUDY

Pabloo🐝 :

wish she could understand this