jo :
I'm so sorry for being immature, for not trusting you completely, and sometimes I show you some of my bad sides. I'm so sorry for everything, I didn't mean to hurt you. I tried to be better for you, I tried to change myself, and even now I'm still trying. I was doing my best for you, you know? When you show your attitude, I always lower my ego for you, and I always say sorry, why? kasi mahal na mahal kita, I don't wanna fight you and I'm afraid to lose you. And even sometimes when your words hurt me, tinitiis ko na lang, bakit? Because I try to understand you, why do you do or why would you say those things. I invalidate my own feelings just to understand you, I became selfless that all I could think is kahit wag na ako, basta masaya ka...
I even tried to help you in some problems you're facing, because I know how hard you are trying in life, and I'm so proud of you po, and I wanna be there for you, by your side, to help you, because I want you to feel that you're not alone, that you always have me.. And I promised that I'll always stay, no matter what happens..
all I want is for you to do the same thing to me... but maybe it's my fault talaga no? hahaha kasi hindi ko na realize that I was hurting you na pala, because was blinded by my way of thinking, my behavior, my OWN SELF that I didn't see how much you really love and care for me. And I just realized all of my mistakes when it's too late na.. I deeply regret all of those, and I still pray or sometimes wish for us to get back together.
2026-04-21 09:33:51