@when.i.become: Depersonalization and derealization can make life feel like a blurry out of body experience, like you're watching yourself exist instead of actually living. It's the mind's way of coping with trauma but that doesn't make it any less isolating. If you've ever felt disconnected from yourself or the world around you, you're not alone. I make music to capture those feelings and help bring you back to something real. #sadvibes #sadsong #music #corecore #depressing #sadmusic #musictocryto #real #MentalHealth #depersonalization

ArticleParticle :

How it feels to be alone with my thoughts:

ontilt8 :

all day at work I think about all the shit I can do to better my life and then I get home and literally go into idle mode. I need Adderall

Balls😋😋 :

I feel so stuck like I can’t do anything

Abbie Dabbie Doo :

this is how I've felt over the past 10 years

P0isedtuber :

“school isn’t important i’m not gonna try”

klimbingg :

i dont feel real

Crookbruh :

Sleep is my only hobby left and I don’t even have a real bed

ᅠi :

derealization,melancholy,sad,depressed,envy,anxiety,stress,antisocial,headache

Mudda :

beatboxingpuppy :

what grief has taken from me

void ᯓ★ :

i just cannot be bothered to do anything

Boiled sandwich :

Static, no signal

tina ☆ :

its hard to feel real sometimes.

one more rep :

haha it's so fun to pretend like I'm not there anymore

@kraken🤍 :

i don't feel real anymore, i haven't felt real in a long time..

turkish933003 :

Bro… I’m done

cross_over_episode? :

I need music that sounds like the start of this song all the way through, any recommendations?

totally not clai :

where do i go when home doesn't feel like home

jay. :

i never tell this to anyone because i don't think others would understand this feeling. i feel so alone dude

Poogieboy :

realest tiktok I've seen all year

LB ~ 🖤 :

Hi guys. I experience this daily so I felt like putting something I wrote down on here. “Im a zombie, I am nothing but my flesh now. I am skin, and, a dead person can’t feel, right? I don’t emotionally connect with anything anymore, I’m walking with no effort, I have no motivation, I’m existing, but I’m not existent. I am being, but I will never truly be. This movie of a body will play out, and I’ll always be watching from the inside. I’ll always be in my own head: trying to fix myself in any way shape or form. But until that happens, for now, I am an observer. I envision that the advertisements playing in-between a movie represent those brief moments of me trying to figure out what’s wrong with me. In those moments, I’m walking through what the scientists call a ‘brain fog’. It’s like static, really. A collection of memories. And.. during this, I’m at peace. And I’m trying to figure out what to do or how to act. Sure, I may self sabotage, but when I fix this, I won’t hurt anyone anymore by being so absent. But… when the ‘movie’ comes back, that’s life. It’s playing, and there’s nothing I can do about it. No matter what causes interference, whether it be my childhood trauma or my relationship struggles, I am still in this world. Maybe one day, one day, it’ll play out smoothly. Someone fix me. Please. I’m so tired of reaching for unobtainable goals, I’m so tired of feeling scared, disgusting, angry, Messed up. And I bet I’ll just come full circle again. I’ll say I’ll make an effort to get better, but I’ll retreat back into my mind. Because I’m too scared to face what has happened. Let me out. Let me out. I don’t want to be here. I want to feel again, why can’t I feel? Why does everything feel meaningless? Why do my memories- even good ones feel like files that have been stashed away inside a memory card? It used to feel important, necessary. Wait, Why do I question everything? Over-analyze? What happened to the authenticity of my life. One day… One day, I’ll feel like a human again. No more disruption, no endless traveling, I’ll be here. And I’ll be comfortable with that. I’m going to bed, I’m tired. Goodnight.”

TJ! :

Ghosted_• :

I pray all of you guys & girls are doin alright :)

CNC guy :

Is that what derealisation is? Im comming back home, telling to myself, now Im going to play this pc game, turning pc on, and sitting for 3 hours staring at monitor, then turning it off, going to bed, just to start it all over again

Nobody :

not a day of peace since i can remember