if you look at any of your first vids, the difference is day and night...
2025-12-21 11:11:01
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Andrej :
Are you back to business
2025-12-20 18:19:45
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Bake it like Bentham :
i feel that the eyes never lie
2025-12-20 22:50:09
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Sibh O Dea :
I follow loads of recovery content. Yours is the best . The rest all tell you how amazing it is and how proud they am of themselves. You’re more honest and something . You are helping me ❤️
2026-01-07 13:15:30
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Boracio77 :
You don't have to explain Ryan.
2025-12-20 17:31:40
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lbdohertyy :
2025-12-20 18:14:57
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Adam G Wilson :
You can tell you aren’t on it. You look fresh
2025-12-20 18:40:25
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harrissian :
I believe you. Don’t rise to it.
2025-12-20 21:54:27
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Coalan :
People don’t understand the last place would be is TikTok 😂😂
2025-12-20 19:17:14
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CliffHobbies :
it would make you the Kenneth copeland of recovery content 😂
2025-12-20 17:38:27
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Ste_Agri :
Your body remembers its a little bit like a stim to ease your anxiety and nerves as you relive a memory
2025-12-20 20:29:17
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RatTopia :
The fidgeting never leaves after getting sober, becomes a force of habit 😂
2025-12-20 17:35:20
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Caroline :
people haven't a clue....its beyond clear how well you are now.... I also know, first hand, how the thought of touching that stuff makes you feel now.
2025-12-20 18:39:12
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Tabby Road :
do you have ADHD? I'm thinking you've mentioned that you do maybe. anyway, touching hair and face can be a form of stimming
2025-12-20 17:46:22
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frankothefrankster :
That’s all very well but are York gonna win the national league?
2025-12-21 00:05:51
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Ben Gould :
I just looked back on your videos after a long time. It’s absolutely incredible how healthy you look
2025-12-20 23:02:40
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melodylavinia :
just scrolled back. and wow. YOU ARE GLOWING NOW! love to see it mate 🙏
2025-12-20 18:41:35
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272766747 :
Are you an Aries
2025-12-20 18:49:16
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Stuart :
Ryan looks so much better than he did at the point of the relapse. No bags, healthy skin
2025-12-20 22:59:54
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Sean Molloy226 :
can defo tell you look better,but it made me think,Matthew Perry was preaching about being sober and he never was
2025-12-21 10:25:32
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Hannah :
You’re rehashing old stories of when you were poorly, subconsciously you’re going to touch your nose or beard as you’re reliving it in your mind telling us. my stomach drops when I replay my old drinking stories back in my head as a physical reaction too
2025-12-20 23:47:39
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Ross McMc :
stoicism m8. helped me but it does take a bit of mental fortitude
2025-12-20 20:59:27
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user5575722881686 :
I wouldn’t have dignified that question with an answer Ryan. You keep being you Sir. Great content.
2025-12-20 23:59:34
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Tiny :
It's probably just muscle memory
2025-12-20 21:16:36
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Lindilo :
I just watched your video about your sister & niece coming to visit & the difference in your appearance is insane! You look so much healthier now. Just want to say well done on your recovery journey!
2025-12-20 22:58:44
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Smiley221 :
If you are you're a Al Pacino level actor.
2025-12-20 18:01:40
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R :
Ryan cured my attention span issues
2026-01-14 16:40:41
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Miles :
Honestly if you look at the relapse video or your first video you can see how much more light is in you. I think people like to put people down for the reaction and to make themselves feel better
2025-12-21 00:43:47
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k123498 :
I'm fairly sure we would spot you 😂😂😂
2025-12-20 18:07:46
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Cly/Suva 🇪🇪 :
Wouldn't be first time time it happens though. Some of the sobriety influencers have gotten caught before 😅
2025-12-20 18:11:39
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phillpwozn9 :
I love Ur humour n the platform uve created.ull help alot recovering
2025-12-21 23:28:19
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Daniel Beeson :
im waiting on crack man now
2025-12-28 11:02:22
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nomadicwelder1 :
After being clean a year I still fidget and cant sit still don’t worry about!
2025-12-22 00:38:32
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Elliott Dobbison :
Do you ever miss it truly
2025-12-22 02:28:53
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Chrissy :
🙏I’m autistic and have long hair which I play with like a toy. I couldn’t handle cola mentally but I used to pick my eyes compulsively on amp comedowns - Sober though, I’m a massive fidget
2026-01-07 05:47:39
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Luka :
No he’s not🤨
2025-12-22 14:28:15
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Claire Belka :
I love your videos, find you very interesting to listen to. I’ve never taken drugs, apart from the ‘socially acceptable’ drink but I still really enjoy listening to you . Claire 😁
2025-12-21 12:04:36
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🌸Beff🌸 :
My nose runs all the time because I take propanalol, so I’m always sniffing. It looks really dodgy 😂 i’m just trying to not have a panic attack, I’m not on the bag!
2025-12-21 10:02:47
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stewpit :
most plp really dont care if you are or are not
2025-12-21 09:42:21
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Jennie💚 :
Oh my days as if someone's just commented that to you Ryan 🤣 wouldn't bother explaining tbh but good on you. You look healthy & bright 💚
2025-12-21 08:24:22
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Scotch Egg Dave :
I do find it abit mad that before I took drugs I could never tell who was in it, but once you do them, you can tell from a mile off 😂
2025-12-27 14:38:40
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j_und16 :
Did you ever get isolated from your friends because of the bag, I’ve noticed I’m not invited by some buddies for pints because they know I’ll try to get everyone on the bag- it’s sad and embarrassing
2025-12-21 03:04:43
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daineylowe :
I’ve never once watched your videos and thought you’re on it 🥴 some people love to see what they wanna see
2025-12-21 07:30:13
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hollymchale8 :
Have you been assesed for adhd ?
2025-12-21 03:35:34
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ZEE :
hammering the packet giving it the old 1 2 1 2 in the mirror during the prelims 😂
2025-12-21 03:44:49
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Alex Goddard-Powell :
U look well mate
2025-12-21 04:12:00
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MICHAEL :
lol I love your responses to the haters. I've been there and when you're doing well people love to try and drag you back. Looking great btw ❤️
2026-01-22 21:32:42
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