stella_crhis :
I still love you… even now, that feeling never truly fades, even after everything that happened, after you left, after all the changes, this feeling remains, still whole and still deep. I thought time would help me forget you, I thought being busy would make me stop thinking about you, I thought all of this was just a phase that would eventually pass on its own, but it didn’t. You’re still here in my heart, in a place I can’t reach, and no matter how hard I try to forget, you always find a way to come back, through dreams or memories, everything is still so clear. After you left, my life changed, not just because I lost someone, but because I lost a part of myself. You weren’t just someone who once came into my life, you were someone who became a part of everything, you were my reason to wake up with excitement, my reason to smile for no reason, my reason to feel enough even when the world felt heavy. And now after you’re gone, I’ve become someone different, I learned to pretend to be happy, to pretend to be strong, to hide the pain behind my smile, because I know not everyone cares and not everyone understands. People only see me from the outside, they think I’ve moved on, that I’ve accepted everything, but inside I’m still a mess. I still often think about us, about the little things we used to do together, about late-night conversations, about the small plans that never came true, about your laughter and the way your eyes always made me feel calm, all of that is still there, still warm. Sometimes it hurts too much to remember, but it’s also too precious to forget. It’s funny reading our old chats again, how easily I used to smile just from a few words you typed, how easily I laughed at your silly jokes, after knowing you, I realized that happiness was actually simple.☺️🙂
2026-03-24 16:12:30