@lifeafterjoce: Grief has a way of sneaking up on you when you least expect it, especially during the holidays. Sending all my love and wishing a very gentle New Year to anyone who’s been feeling a little heavier lately. 💛 #grief #childloss
I still think of sweet Jocelyn every day… thank you for sharing her with us!
2026-01-04 01:26:04
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sarahhbaca :
I remember watching your videos when she was alive. She was so beautiful, smart, funny, and had the cutest smile in the world. I hope you know a lot of people loved her. ❤
2026-01-04 02:05:57
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Tonia Eschman :
The words I’m sorry you’re probably sick of hearing. But this is the 1st time you’ve came across my fyp. I can’t imagine what you’ve gone through. I watched my mother go through it after my brother passed. I can say you’re so much stronger than she ever was. I became her human punching bag. Between the mental and sometimes physical abuse. I celebrate his birthday even if it’s a single cupcake. I celebrate what we had. Yes I still cry and I believe crying is healthy. It’s almost been 26 years. I still have this emptiness only he can fill. That’s okay because it will always be his place in my heart. I miss him every day but I still remember his smile, his kindness towards everyone. That’s what I celebrate yes the 1st are the hardest. But with time the pain eases but never goes away. You’re brave strong and keep being there for those who need your strength. 🥰🤗 I’m proud of you.
2026-01-04 05:17:46
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Ashley :
I can't believe it's been almost 4 years that has gone bye. It seems like just yesterday I would watch videos of her saying momm in the most adorable way ever. We miss you so much Jocelyn. 🥰🥰🥰
2026-01-17 05:46:01
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Laura :
I literally scream cried through my first new years eve without my son. It was such a hard day and night.
2026-01-04 02:38:26
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Yasmina :
I don’t know how I’m gonna get through this you all are hero’s. My daughter is 12 with tays sachs I don’t know what I’m going to do when she passes 😭😭😭😭
2026-01-04 03:40:23
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Chealee Parker :
I am so sorry you know this pain as well. I lost my little girl to cancer August of 2025 and this New Years gutted me because I lost the year that she was alive in. 💔
2026-01-04 06:05:51
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An autism nana ❤️ :
It will be 11 years in a few days,, and it is so hard,, to see that day coming up,,
2026-01-08 02:25:55
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Faith.Over.Fear.2026 :
I think because NYs signifies “new beginnings” a “new start” and it’s the LAST thing you want to do. If anything, you wish you could go BACKWARD in time, not forward. 😢
2026-01-04 01:36:28
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Kim Your Estie Bestie :
I can relate in the sense that the first New Year’s after my mother passed away, it was the most horrible holiday. For me, it was the thought of leaving her behind.
2026-01-04 01:29:38
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Brittany :
I had this on new years eve 2025 a close friend died mid December and that feeling of moving to a new year it felt like I was leaving him behind.
2026-03-25 01:40:11
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Karenheart44 :
Makes almost too much sense. Profound sense. Thank you for sharing.
2026-01-04 23:26:35
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cait :
i lost my baby at 4 weeks old , coming into 2026 i found extremely hard and i felt every word you said 🥹thank you so much x
2026-01-07 13:34:19
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Jennifer :
And the fact that you want to stay back there with them. Even if it’s the most painful thing you ever did. Staying back there is preferable.
2026-01-04 01:52:47
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Karla L 👄♊️ :
You're one of the first people I followed when I created my profile.
2026-01-04 02:12:12
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CocoConAz :
I think of her all the time! sending so much love to you and your family!!!
2026-01-04 02:08:19
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Becca Peter :
This was hard for me too 💔
2026-01-04 15:34:13
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homemadeinthepnw :
emilie Kiser ❤
2026-01-04 04:21:04
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The Weilands | Brooks Battle💙 :
❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
2026-01-04 01:27:13
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Tanja Lutz :
🙌🏻🫶🏻🩷🌸
2026-02-09 05:30:18
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Carrie + Haidyn 🦋 :
💜
2026-03-10 14:17:48
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