@thatgrlhannah: My brain is not ok 😭💜 my heart is not ok. I miss my husband. I miss my life. I think it makes TOTAL sense that I hate my life. A lot of people do and they haven’t even lost a spouse! Imagine if people talked about it casually. Sooo many people would eventually or at some point- not hate their life. I’m doing things. Cool things even. But I still hate my life. That’s fine. It is what it is at the moment. My best friend died. Ripped away from our lives. My husband died before our wedding. That’s really hard. I’m safe and that’s great. I just hate my life 💁🏼‍♀️💜 #widow #grief #MentalHealth #grievingoutloud #wecandohardthings💜

sandramckinneymoo :

Oh honey can u find some grief council My heart is breaking for you sweetheart 💖💖💖💖

KJ :

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Crissy :

Keep telling us about him. ❤️we are here for you. 🙏🏼🥹❤️

LindsSpill :

Your videos break my heart. I am so so so sorry🥺

Taylor :

i’m so sorry, nobody understands what losing your other half is like until it happens and i hate that you’re feeling this too.. sending strength and love to you

chasidy138 :

Little Fries :

hating your life is a perfectly normal feeling and you have EVERY reason to hate it right now!!! i hope you find small moments to like it again even if for a second. 💜💜💜💜

rahlynn98 :

Grief is so painful, sad and unbearable. Keep talking, crying, and living. He is with you and will always be. I’m so sorry❤️

Courtney Owen :

I think about you often Hannah. My heart is with you. Keep talking about him, keep living for him even when it feels like you can’t. One minute at a time 🤍

𝓽𝓪𝔂𝓿𝓲𝓪 :

Grief takes a lot from a person and happiness seems to be the most important thing it’s taken from you but that doesn’t mean you won’t be happy again you’ll learn to love thrive and be happy again it’s hard but it’s takes so much time love you Hannah 💜💜 we miss you Ian

Esmie :

Sending you love. I’m so sorry

Creative Dragonfly :

You're not alone Hannah. Keep talking.

ElizabethG :

I'm so sorry ❤ I haven't lost a partner, but I've been through crazy grief before. I say it felt like I could have laid down and never moved again. I did hate my life too. My heart breaks knowing that you're in that amount of pain, even though I don't know you. I want to encourage you that it will not always feel like this, but there is no set time frame. I know you logically know that, and I also know grief is not logical. I'm so, so sorry ❤

🌼 :

We dont know each other but i think about you everyday , hope you are okay 🩵 🫶🏻

clubpenguinuser123 :

Grief is hard and living on a life without the person you love is even harder. I stand with you Hannah, living in grief is something that is harder than anything else in the world. I’m proud on you for continuing on even though it feels so so hard. I hear you, I see you, I’m with you.

Tattooed Cherry Bomb!!! 💍🍒 :

Sending hugs and prayers to you!

Ally :

Sending love 💜

Linzie Hellekson :

i’m so sorry girl. i think about you every single day you are one of the strongest people i know, i couldn’t imagine what your going thru, be sad as long as you need there’s no time on grief, i saw this quote once, this guy had lost his wife and someone told him “your allowed to go crazy anyone would in that position your in, just make sure you come back” ian sound like an amazing person that you got to share time with, he’s always watching down on you, live for both of you now. we can do hard things!💜💜

Kristin :

Holding space for you always 💜

Zury🪷 :

I continue to pray that God help heal your heart, Hannah ♥️. Your feelings are so valid. There are no words anyone say or write to make the pain go away, I know that but I hope you can feel the love through the screen 💜 your love was so vast that’s it’s touched so many included me 💜.

Sarah :

I feel your pain…I lost my boyfriend of 7 years this past May…the pain is unbearable. 💔😞

Ella :

It is messed up. It’s not fair. Cry as much as you need! We are here for you Han. You are not alone! Please stay! Love you Han!💜💜

Rosh🧚🏽‍♂️ :

I can’t imagine how hard this is for you. I’m so sorry and I hope that time heals your wounds 💔 🫂

Aellalunaa :

I’m sorry that happened to you sweetheart you are loved and your pain is felt 🫶🏽💜