𝓛 :
i can’t move on, not because i’m weak, but because loving you changed the way i understand what love really is. there was something in the way you existed, thoughtful, almost unreadable, caring, a good son, hardworking, and still you made me feel seen without even trying. you didn’t have to be intense or loud, you just were, and that was enough to reach a place in me no one ever has. you were never someone of many words, but your actions carried a depth that words could never hold, and maybe that’s why i felt so much without needing you to say it. and you never knew any of this because i never had the courage to say it, i kept these feelings in silence, afraid they wouldn’t be accepted, afraid they would be too much for you, so you never knew i loved you and that somehow i still do. and that’s why i’m still here, still holding onto what i felt. you weren’t just someone who passed through my life, you felt like the kind of love that stays, even in silence, even in distance, and maybe that’s why i can’t move on, because a part of me still believes that something this real wasn’t meant to end, but to find its way back
2026-04-18 01:07:09