Ryan | ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴇɴᴅ
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zaaazwaaah :
These videos give me so much anxiety but I can’t stop watching 😂😂
2026-01-08 21:37:04
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Shfjcuebebbrbr :
You ever had a panic attack, they ruined me after the first one
2026-01-08 21:48:41
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arranw :
Did your boss eventually find out the truth of the situation?
2026-01-08 21:58:41
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Treesneedchop :
The getting the train is enough for me 😂 pure anxiety
2026-01-08 22:35:04
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WalterSamuel :
Have you nearly ever gone a bit mental due to sleep deprivation? Got it once before after a 4 day session. Horrible experience.
2026-01-08 23:56:05
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User8462857 :
Has your boss/friend spoken to you about that time since you’ve got in recovery?
2026-01-08 22:30:42
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SlippyYeet :
Do you regret not just taking the money and leaving?
2026-01-08 22:47:27
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. :
What was your actual job in the music industry?
2026-01-08 23:40:07
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Jaden :
I work for one of my dad’s companies and basically run it for him. 2 years ago, I was the deepest I’ve ever been in addiction and started drinking AT work in the middle of the day to the point where I was visibly drunk. One of my employees ended up telling my dad after I dropped the ball on multiple clients and made a lot of work for them to do. I’m incredibly lucky my dad didn’t fire me, although he did say he thought about it. Never felt so anxious in my life than when I was waiting for his phone call about his decision. Not long after that I went on a binge that landed me in the hospital and I finally got sober. Once addiction starts to bleed into work and relationships, it becomes way more real all of a sudden. Like you can no longer hide it and pretend it’s fine or nothings wrong. A terrible feeling
2026-01-09 06:23:12
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Daugirdas Kulvici128 :
dust, not powder. sry for nit picking
2026-01-10 14:20:11
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Hugi :
Jesus i just needed to listen to 30sec to get paranoid
2026-01-08 21:43:04
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TK :
I have a really bad contin and lean habit i live in Aus have you ever had any experience
2026-01-09 15:28:27
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LisaDoesPot :
you're a really good story teller, you should consider doing professional talks.
2026-01-12 15:57:55
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JoshuaLennoxDavies💎 :
Very open and honest, thanks.
2026-01-09 13:47:55
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dmaylovell :
Yeahhhhhhhh similar ish story my end. I look back at my behaviour & work performance from 2010-2013 & still cringe with absolute utter embarrassment. I was a joke. Should have been sacked multiple times. But always managed to cling on. Never again. That life isn’t for me anymore
2026-01-08 23:30:00
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rozzeron :
🤦 nightmare stuff, good story very honest
2026-01-08 22:11:01
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Sam :
Can’t wait until your books out, you have so many stories it’ll be a great read seeing you coming out of the other side xx
2026-02-20 21:13:52
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Tlupz :
Does it make u sick to ur stomach when u look back on how u felt ?
2026-01-08 22:25:22
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rusalkaxe :
The chirping birds with sunrise!😱😭
2026-02-22 03:25:42
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K&G Thripp Decoration Co :
Wow fair play to you for being so open , I suffer from panic attacks that are now under control , your whole past experience makes me feel uncomfortable 😣, keep going strong
2026-01-12 22:44:47
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Shawndell Buckley :
did you do any long term damage to your nose/sinuses?
2026-02-11 02:45:10
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Katie Coop :
as soon as you said comedown for the ages i’ve had to pause and i’m going to scroll bc i know my anxiety will go through the roof. props for sharing tho 😂
2026-01-18 16:06:10
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Weavers Adventure Playground :
I would have phoned in sick 😳
2026-02-23 00:40:40
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Kay Are :
Have you repaired any relationships that were lost during your active addiction? Love your content.
2026-01-09 00:22:53
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