Maxxxyyy :
I’ve liked you from the start "Ayessha".never yearned for someone this much. When I was buying you lunch because it was your birthday, I thought of confessing to you. But then, you randomly mentioned you like someone from your class. My heart dropped—it felt like my whole world was shattering—I felt like crying on the spot, I was too little too late. But I stayed strong so you don’t see how pathetic I am for you. Then, when we were going back to school, you said you would’ve liked me if you weren’t aroace. That broke my already fragile heart—I completely lost all hope, I wanted the ground to open, swallow me whole, and never spit me back out. I long to be loved and to be held by you—my heart aches every time I remember you’ll never reciprocate my feelings. But, even though I know that, I continue yearning for you like some delusional person. My longing for you got so bad, that I had a dream of you. A dream of us, lying down on grass next to each other—laughing, joking around, watching the sunrise, then kissing. I knew that would never happen—I can only tell to myself, “Maybe in another universe.” Whenever I thought of you. I wish I could’ve told you how much I love every single part of you—I love the way you talk, I secretly like how you tease and annoy me, I like how you steal my phone and make me chase you down hallways, I love how you’d always be by my side. I love how you’d look for me when you had no one else to have lunch with, I love how you’d jokingly beg for money from me. I’ll probably be stuck in my feelings forever—but if I confess, I know I’ll be rejected, I’ll never move on from you. So I’ll just silently long for your love in the sidelines, and when the day comes when we’re adults, I’ll toast outside your wedding day—whispering vows I’ll never say to you.
2026-05-30 00:37:00