angelmedina8615 :
Okay, so I'm going to vent. Here's this girl, she and I are friends because we see each other every day at school, but we're in different groups. She has her friends, and I'm not even sure I have any. She makes me smile every day, but I feel this social divide. She has a future with friends and a long-distance "boyfriend," and I don't have any friends and I've never had a partner. but in emotionally mature. I'm more advanced, or so they tell me, but I know I don't have a future with her, not as a friend, not as anything more, because I'm afraid of making her feel uncomfortable. Because when I wanted to get closer to her, I felt like a piece that fits, but in the wrong puzzle. And I'm fine just being friends, I just want to see her happy with or without me being there, so until now my plan is to see her like i see the moon, beautiful but to far away .
2026-02-17 02:29:58