@angeltalkz: “i don’t like people. most of them are loud. and i don’t like when there’s too many of them around me. i know part of it is because i don’t know them—i’m not connected enough to care. it makes me feel like an awful person, as if i lack compassion. or maybe i’m just tired. maybe i’ve witnessed more darkness from people than good, and i’m resentful. i know i don’t feel part of my own kind. i don’t know what that makes me. i wonder if other people can feel this from me. i’m afraid they likely do.” — a journal entry, january 8 2026 at 11:14 pm.