She is blaming but i was loyal with her. But when she started doubting. Everything changed 180°. That was worst decision i made. I was proving her. What all i can skip for her. In the end no changes 😐😐😐. Now even i don't know what I am doing right now. Dont feel anything. Dont feel even myself. Even tried what all happened was just lessons. I believe that we were having a big communication gap. Each and every day will not leave without a problem. Did we solve it not either. I tried to get back to her. While we started the conversation i said this conversation is to understand not for blaming what happened between us. Talked almost 4 hrs after that she has gone. Now im back in the same stage i lost my self