@kayladecker19: I haven't talked about this much but this is a day that will forever play heavy in my mind. Along, with the following few days that entailed of pure chaos. The visitation, the funeral, the questions, the scene, watching my sister struggle in ways I can’t begin to comprehend. Months later, things are still not easier. Wanting to make it better for her, but knowing that’s not possible in the way we would like it to be. Missing him and still questioning why. My nephew asking where his dad is. My unborn niece not ever getting to meet him. I hate it. But it breaks my heart more knowing he thought he had to do this. I promise people want you here and it is not the choice anyone wants you to make. Here’s to hoping for some healing this year.. #dragpath