꧁★—𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓪𝓷—★꧂ :
I... I understand. Just like everything. You're... you're not real. I'm... I'm being lied to. I should've known. I'm... I'm able to talk for once... speak my mind. That only happens in my mind. It's not fair. Why me? Why, God? Why does this have to be me? Please, just tell me the truth. Why does it have to be me with the hallucinations? Me with all the lies, all the issues. He's gone. He packed up and ditched me. I'll never get to apologize to the only person that has ever cared for me. The only person that has ever understood me or enjoyed my company. Or even show me an ounce of respect. I-I guess he put up with me for far too long anyway. I'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life, on the streets begging for money. Why me..? Please, talk to me. Oh God, say something, man. Please just forgive me. I never meant you harm. I'm tired of talking, I just want to go home. I want to see Devin. I'm scared. I can fix this... Please... I don't want to.... I don't wanna die... I can fix my life.... I just- I don't know... Everything, it... it hurts... Why does this always happen to me? Please, none of this was my fault. Why are you punishing me? I-I don't deserve this! Please, please! I can only control what I do in my dreams. Please... understand me. I expected this to be later, way way later, or just never! MAKE IT STOP. STOP IT PLEASE!
2026-03-01 11:42:16