Fid444 :
I won't reopen a closed cycle. the new cycle is the only forward movement I will allow my energy to power. too much was neglected , unaltruistic, plain cruel and self serving. that is fine with me . the ramifications involved are too complex and too time consuming when life is so short and so much of my life has been stolen. it is not personally. I wish the best of luck. it is not a possibility . I cannot settle because I know it would endanger me karmicly, and I know what I deserve and what I don't deserve. I will have what I deserve and to back track is not an option as at one ,point I was not an option. because I am not an option , and so sadly it is not a possibility, not an option , not a desire, it is a result. I do not have the permission to destroy myself in this manner before I get to live and love my life as was and is meant for me and this is what it is . to even consider is to destroy my self and to compromise the future I m meant for, timeline , abundance, etc.,.. I cannot turn back time. I was made this way not by humans now I will do what is necessary to fulfill. my reason to exist. any risk is not an option. into the unknown with faith in whatever I find is my only path even if alone. I need nothing from the past I've let it go, my future is still pure., and in it I will find what is meant for me. without a doubt or die. the only thing that could trip me up is deception and I may fall but I won't take one step back and I will get back up and I have chosen myself I don't have time to be someone's wish full filment rather I will resp what I have sown, and I am perfectly fine with that . the cord has been cut , I have no fear. . I'm barely awake and I know there is no time left to sleep my self to have my blessings robbed and abused again , never again. it's nothing against whosoever you are, it is again because I chose myself. I don't care to set the story how I like it to sound . I don't care actually.nnow it's my story . a chapter is done a book is done the story goes on. fare the well and don't tread on me
2026-02-01 09:32:43