@when.i.become: Depersonalization and derealization can make life feel like a blurry out of body experience, like you're watching yourself exist instead of actually living. It's the mind's way of coping with trauma but that doesn't make it any less isolating. If you've ever felt disconnected from yourself or the world around you, you're not alone. I make music to capture those feelings and help bring you back to something real. #sadvibes #sadsong #music #corecore #depressing #sadmusic #musictocryto #real #MentalHealth #depersonalization
Broke up w him in order to save him from my self-destructive self. Ended up destroying us both and losing my person.
2026-02-03 10:21:00
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Josep.har_ :
I wonder if I do struggle with derealization or depersonalization
All the time i would look at my hands weirdly or it hits in some sort of social setting when theres no distraction. I always feel like im watching myself whether that be through another persons eyes or a random corner in my room. My body does not feel like mine.
2026-02-01 20:06:03
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torunitaranai :
She gave up
2026-02-01 23:00:20
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Mørgane :
He cheated while I was trying to save myself, I feel so heartbroken
2026-02-02 13:12:07
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𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒾’ :
He gave up
2026-02-02 21:13:38
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Abraham :
I understand why she gave up. She gave me so many opportunities and I squandered them all. Now that I’ve lost her, I’m actually changing for the better and I hate that it took losing her for that to happen. I hate it. I just hope and pray that some part of her heart still has a place for me and that we can give it another try with our new and improved versions of ourselves.
2026-02-20 05:50:43
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wierdo cheese :
4 years of a perfect relationship, until one day she decided she was tired. Everyday I wake up forgetting that we’re not together and it always hurts when I eventually get reminded of it. I feel like I was so close to figuring out my life just for it to all come spiraling down. Please if you’re reading this give some consideration to anyone thats struggling to figure themselves out.
2026-02-16 07:28:56
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Alanis - ListenLow :
I'm so tired. I don't want to figure it out all the time
2026-02-02 07:46:41
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TheBrommander :
i never even realized how bad i was hurting her until now, and now it’s too late.
2026-02-09 11:22:54
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Pearl!! :
being someone who has never opened up in my entire life and a girlfriend who wants to love my soul she really forced me to finally look at myself. i only now realised that there’s not a single piece of me that’s not broken. i’m scared she’ll give up
2026-02-03 19:46:23
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Justin :
plot twist, they will leave
2026-02-03 06:46:55
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NanoFlow Reefs :
to look back at this feeling after going through it is exhilarating. what a moment in time. things felt so heavy. but once you get to the other side. things clear up
2026-02-13 00:57:13
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. :
he gave up, but it's fine, i can't blame him for wanting peace, but every night i wonder, just why it had to happen
2026-02-04 22:00:06
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StyrofoamBoots :
2026-02-11 04:46:12
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notalright007 :
She gave up.
2026-02-01 18:56:29
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MilliLPS :
i don't know if they'll read this but... I'll never give up on my friends. I'll never give up on the people I care about. I love all of them the same and I want the best for all of them. so please, if you're reading this, please remember that I love you and I'm here.
2026-02-03 23:20:17
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bryan :
Salamat shai! 😕
2026-02-21 15:53:52
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𝘽𝙇𝙐 :
they did
2026-02-21 06:12:18
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:
i say as i broke down for 4 hours.
2026-02-20 06:29:47
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Yngjayt :
I gave up on her when she did nothing but help me. I was homeless and dealing with homethings. Idk what’s wrong with me but ik I got a lot of mental things going on and that got in the way of what we had now I’m with sm who I do love but don’t see in my future. I miss her so much
2026-02-16 17:38:17
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Domo :
too late
2026-04-20 15:19:15
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Sub Human :
she gave up on me
2026-04-28 22:48:18
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d :
my fyp is so fucking evil rn
2026-02-13 08:08:33
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Bryson Howell :
She already did.. 💔😐
2026-02-17 00:53:29
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